Venting Drinking myself to death sounds most reliable for me once I move out of my parents house.

[LifeIsASadist]

I am turning 21 soon and POSSIBLY about to move out with my brother if we get lucky enough to get a mortgage but I am really terrible at saving money and I am just ready to CTB at this point. I would use a gun but I am likely to lose a shit ton of money IF we end up successfully the mortgage because I am not going to deal with my life of being lonely, single and endless humiliation anymore because I AM FUCKING DONE!

 

[AuroraB]

drinking is a bad idea. alcoholism is no joke and you can end up with wet brain and a damaged liver.

 

[LifeIsASadist]

drinking is a bad idea. alcoholism is no joke and you can end up with wet brain and a damaged liver.

What if I just drink so much to the point I die? Then I don't have to worry about alcohol addictions to begin with.

 

[AuroraB]

What if I just drink so much to the point I die? Then I don't have to worry about alcohol addictions to begin with.

dunno. in my 62 years of life, i've never known a single person who has died from drinking too much in one day. sorry.

 

[LifeIsASadist]

dunno. in my 62 years of life, i've never known a single person who has died from drinking too much in one day. sorry.

Not very many people use alcohol to CTB as they use it more to party or go to bed.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand feeling done with existing, I get that it's so dreadful and tiring suffering in this existence, I just wish to cease existing as well. But anyway I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for, I wish you the best.

 

[maniac116]

Drinking won't work. Very low success rate & high risk of physical or mental disability & further suffering

 

[LifeIsASadist]

Drinking won't work. Very low success rate & high risk of physical or mental disability & further suffering

After some time of being offline, I reconsidered a gun would be the best choice especially since I am going to move out soon so it would be much easier to CTB.

 

[unknown1918]

Its gonna take like 20 years

 

[sevennn]

fatal alcohol poisoning is very unpredictable.

 

[2messdup]

Very expensive. If you tried to just drink yourself to death in one big binge you'd probably just vomit it all back up and I think you'd really have to rely on choking on your own vomit, which isn't a good way to go I'd say. If you do it over time, alcoholics tend to live for decades with painful liver failure, heart failure, ostracised from society, and it takes more and more to get drunk so you run out of money a long long time before you die. Can't think of many worse ways to go tbh.

 

[LittleJem]

Agree - this method is long and painful. I live in supported accommodation and we have an alcoholic living here who is in hospital with every relapse hooked up to a load of tubes.