Drinking and thinking

[Roxie100]

I have been drinking and really thinking about ctb. I plan on using an. I have it but still haven't received my antiemetic. I feel really calm about it but not sure how I feel when it comes time to really do it . I feel so ready. I don't know how much longer I can last.

 

[mesohappy]

Some folks might say when your drinkin, your not really thinkin..Maybe sober up and think it over.Then maybe start the whole thing over again later with better preparation.Just enjoy the buzz if you can.Im sorry for what your going through though.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

I think SN was autocorrected to an in the OP.