Venting I’m so sorry (update)

[guineapiglover8503]

My last post here said that I was feeling better. I was feeling really really better. However, some of those feelings have come back. I still feel so lonely irl and there is so much work I need to do to at school to compensate for how I was performing while spiraling. Consequently, I picked up an old habit. Cutting. I got a box cutter and I clean both the box cutter and my leg before I cut btw. I haven't cut in like two years and I've just given up. I don't want to CTB yet but sometimes at night those thoughts creep back. I'm so tired of high school and I really want to get to college soon

I'm so sorry for those who had high hopes for me. I really am

 

[Ozzyno]

Well I think most of us here go through good times and bad times. It's pretty normal. In August I was sure I was going to kill myself. Now I feel good, maybe in a month I will feel like shit again. I really hope you will resolve your loneliness soon.