Doing it in 3 hours

[ihatelifeman]

I hope you receive the relief and comfort you desire.

 

[dustyfurcollector]

I hope you're ok right now. I hope your nerves are calmer... Whatever you decide.

 

[CrossroadsCurious]

Peace be your journey!

 

[Niirvana]

I wish I had the guts you're having right now. I just want to go and rest in peace, I can no longer tolerate life. We'll see you on the other side. You can count on me if you need to talk

 

[dustyfurcollector]

I hope you're ok right now. I hope your nerves are calmer... Whatever you decide.

She hasn't posted in 2 hours. I hope she is making the absolute best decision for her and I hope it brings her peace.

 

[CrossroadsCurious]

Might have actually done it...

 

[Graham]

Ok. Starting fasting a few hours ago. Feeling very very anxious. Have measured the water out. Got the SN ready.
Somebody please help, I need someone to talk to

Hope you found peace x

 

[CrossroadsCurious]

Logged back in last night, hours later...

@callisto32569 still here in the land of the living?

 

[TheBroken]

Logged back in last night, hours later...

@callisto32569 still here in the land of the living?

?

 

[~Q~]

safe journey.

 

[CrossroadsCurious]

?

Compared to my earlier pic showing last seen @ 2:29 PM, so like 8 & 1/2 hrs later.

 

[Seeking_Peace]

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Compared to my earlier pic showing last seen @ 2:29 PM, so like 8 & 1/2 hrs later.

Appears that way. SN is reversible so maybe went to hospital or didn't take a fatal dose.

 

[wljourney]

@callisto32569
Please know that we are still here to support you. Many have experienced similar situations and… well… you are not alone and nobody will blame you.

 

[CrossroadsCurious]

Appears that way. SN is reversible so maybe went to hospital or didn't take a fatal dose.

Or didn't drink it and went to bed idk

 

[callisto32569]

Yeah my heart was racing and I just couldn't do it

 

[~Q~]

Well we are glad you are still with us. Hopefully you can use the time to gain some clarity about how you want to proceed.

 

[callisto32569]

I live with housemates and I was paranoid about being heard, so I've decided tomorrow to go to the woods, don't take my phone, to ensure I can't call for help. If for some reason it doesn't work, there's a train there. But I don't really want to do that tbh.
I also don't want to fuck my landlord over either.
But I must not get anxious or I risk failure.

 

[~Q~]

I hope you can find peace. We are here for you whatever you choose.

Safe Journey
~Q

 

[callisto32569]

Just tried a tiny amount, less than one drop, just to confirm how saltty. Not too bad too be honest
I just quit my job too so I won't be missing.
So today, I'm sobering up. Tomorrow, I will take a train to somewhere where no one knows me, I won't take my phone either so no one can ping the phone. Or me asking for help. Feeling weirdly calm about this now.

 

[PotSmokingSloth]

Sorry to hear about the anxiety you were having. I get bad anxiety sometimes too it's awful. I'm not sure id be any less panicked in your situation

 

[milkginger]

I hope you found the piece that you want! With love