Help does this sound like a reasonable plan? (SN)

[bunny_brownie9]

I was originally going to do it in my car, but I feel it's risky in public plus I don't want to ruin my car in any way.

I'm going to check into a hotel, and message one of my friends something along the lines of 'please check your emails in about 4 hours' (as I don't believe they check them regularly, and I can't send a delayed text). The email will contain details of where I am so the police can be alerted and I can be found.

I will take SN shortly afterwards and have delayed emails sent approximately 4 hours afterwards. I have a cat and do not want her alone for too long.

I'm going to be doing SN without AEs or benzos which I know is risky but I know that others have succeeded without them. I've had enough.

 

[GoatHerder]

The hotel staff should alert the police when you don't check out in the morning.

 

[bunny_brownie9]

The hotel staff should alert the police when you don't check out in the morning.

I have a cat and don't want her to be alone for too long, which is why Isaid about the 4 hour thing.

 

[bunny_brownie9]

anyone else? :)

 

[CantDoIt]

It sounds like it'll work but, out of curiosity, why are you doing it without AEs or benzos? Is there no availability? I worry a little bit because I think you may feel sick or panicked. Try to have some more cups of it with you at the time, if you can.

 

[bunny_brownie9]

It sounds like it'll work but, out of curiosity, why are you doing it without AEs or benzos? Is there no availability? I worry a little bit because I think you may feel sick or panicked. Try to have some more cups of it with you at the time, if you can.

I am unable to access any. I was given cyclizine by my gp but i have read that it isn't the right kind of AE for the job. I am being refused any benzos by my team unfortunately.

 

[CantDoIt]

I am unable to access any. I was given cyclizine by my gp but i have read that it isn't the right kind of AE for the job. I am being refused any benzos by my team unfortunately.

It'll still probably work, there have been cases of people succeeding with no AE or benzos even with vomiting. PPH says to abort if this happens but honestly, this is why I will have backup cups if I attempt the method. I'm sorry you were refused drugs that would be more helpful for you.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry you have to go through this and you're so desperate. Good luck whatever you decide to do.

 

[Traveller12724]

You sound tired and done with everything, safe travels, all the best to you!