Help does this sound like a reasonable plan? (SN)

[bunny_brownie9]

I was originally going to do it in my car, but I feel it's risky in public plus I don't want to ruin my car in any way.

I'm going to check into a hotel, and message one of my friends something along the lines of 'please check your emails in about 4 hours' (as I don't believe they check them regularly, and I can't send a delayed text). The email will contain details of where I am so the police can be alerted and I can be found.

I will take SN shortly afterwards and have delayed emails sent approximately 4 hours afterwards. I have a cat and do not want her alone for too long.

I'm going to be doing SN without AEs or benzos which I know is risky but I know that others have succeeded without them. I've had enough.

 

[LifeQuitter]

The hotel staff should alert the police when you don't check out in the morning.

 

[bunny_brownie9]

The hotel staff should alert the police when you don't check out in the morning.

I have a cat and don't want her to be alone for too long, which is why Isaid about the 4 hour thing.

 

[bunny_brownie9]

anyone else? :)

 

[CantDoIt]

It sounds like it'll work but, out of curiosity, why are you doing it without AEs or benzos? Is there no availability? I worry a little bit because I think you may feel sick or panicked. Try to have some more cups of it with you at the time, if you can.

 

[bunny_brownie9]

It sounds like it'll work but, out of curiosity, why are you doing it without AEs or benzos? Is there no availability? I worry a little bit because I think you may feel sick or panicked. Try to have some more cups of it with you at the time, if you can.

I am unable to access any. I was given cyclizine by my gp but i have read that it isn't the right kind of AE for the job. I am being refused any benzos by my team unfortunately.

 

[CantDoIt]

I am unable to access any. I was given cyclizine by my gp but i have read that it isn't the right kind of AE for the job. I am being refused any benzos by my team unfortunately.

It'll still probably work, there have been cases of people succeeding with no AE or benzos even with vomiting. PPH says to abort if this happens but honestly, this is why I will have backup cups if I attempt the method. I'm sorry you were refused drugs that would be more helpful for you.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry you have to go through this and you're so desperate. Good luck whatever you decide to do.

 

[Traveller12724]

You sound tired and done with everything, safe travels, all the best to you!

 

[Freedomatlast24]

I have a cat and don't want her to be alone for too long, which is why Isaid about the 4 hour thing.

You could still be saved in 4 hours

 

[Freedomatlast24]

I was originally going to do it in my car, but I feel it's risky in public plus I don't want to ruin my car in any way.

I'm going to check into a hotel, and message one of my friends something along the lines of 'please check your emails in about 4 hours' (as I don't believe they check them regularly, and I can't send a delayed text). The email will contain details of where I am so the police can be alerted and I can be found.

I will take SN shortly afterwards and have delayed emails sent approximately 4 hours afterwards. I have a cat and do not want her alone for too long.

I'm going to be doing SN without AEs or benzos which I know is risky but I know that others have succeeded without them. I've had enough.

Also coming back to this, sending a friend a suspicious text requesting they look at their emails may mean they report you missing to the police, they could track your phone etc. etc.

 

[annointed_towers]

No one is going to read that you've committed suicide and then go check on your cat. It's just not going to be a priority. Also some people take SN and fail and wake up many hours later. You risk being found.

 

[bunny_brownie9]

You could still be saved in 4 hours

no one is being revived after 4 hours

No one is going to read that you've committed suicide and then go check on your cat. It's just not going to be a priority. Also some people take SN and fail and wake up many hours later. You risk being found.

it won't be a priority but I just want her to be attended to ASAP and in a good time frame.

 

[Gangrel]

Can you not leave your cat in a friend's house for them to take care of her so you can run an "errand" or something?

 

[bunny_brownie9]

Can you not leave your cat in a friend's house for them to take care of her so you can run an "errand" or something?

unfortunately not, she has to stay at mine

 

[Gangrel]

unfortunately not, she has to stay at mine

That's very difficult, i'm so sorry about your situation, i hope you and your cat get to be okay. Maybe include instructions about your cat and wishes to have her be taken care of?

 

[heavyeyes]

I'm sorry life has brought you to this point. I wish you luck with your plan and I hope your cat will be ok

 

[nasigoreng99]

Wish you luck with your plan, my friend

 

[opheliaoveragain]

wishing you peace and relief. double and triple check the send time re email to sn taking time. saw a devastating failure when someone's email went out too soon and they were found. here if you wanna update us