Does being on this website make you feel better or worse?

[noone2]

This website makes me feel less alone. I was in psych ward twice and both times I felt very isolated because I couldn't relate to the people there. Here I feel like it's okay to talk about your fears and plans without judgement.

 

[GettingOut]

I feel a lot better being with people who understand what it feels like slowly being pushed to the edge. My health is deteriorating, I live with severe chronic pain, "best friends" have abandoned me now that I'm not fun to be with or don't meet up to their standards. My mother and the guy she is sleeping with are energy-sucking narcissists. I can't carry on anymore.

I know many of the people here can relate, but the people around me judge me for feeling sad and wanting to avoid toxic people.

So yeah, this is a brilliant site with beautiful people that provide comfort, a listening ear and good technical advice. Something that I cannot find anywhere else.

 

[CTB Dream]

Complicate human interact depend situation make ok feel ok worse feel worse

 

[evolutionerror]

I'm glad this website exists at least. It makes me feel a bit better to share what I'm feeling, even though it all seems a bit futile.

 

[KQuotientW]

I feel like I'm not being judged for my choice to CTB, here.

Stalker was outside filming me again tonight, shining a torch at me so he could see my face in the darkness. I've had to call the police again. I'm so fucking over it. This prick has been bothering me for 9 years.

This site doesn't make me want to CTB. This site supports my decision to do this. No one is telling me to, that choice is mine. I'm given advice on methods and how to use the method correctly so as to ensure that I won't end up with brain damage but still be alive. I love the open mindedness of this forum. I love the support and caring which I don't get elsewhere. The stalker, who is not an ex, makes me feel worse, not this forum.

 

[ojinzo]

It makes me feel better about ctb. It makes me feel less alone. The day I do my final dance, at least I'll have people to talk to as the darkness envelopes me until the moment I die. It's not perfect, this place, but it's the only place I can talk.