NSFW Does anyone want to CTB because of a porn addiction?

[dandoridunban]

I have been addicted to porn since I was 10, and it really ruined my life. Does anyone else want to CTB because of a porn addiction?

 

[uzuf86]

How can porn addiction be a reason for ctb? If you have time you can still try making lifestyle changes and fix your problem. There are so many free tutorials on the internet for self-therapy

 

[rozeske]

Am sorry this happened to you at such a young age. 10 is too young to have been exposed to that stuff in the first place. But there are medications and therapy to help with that. I wouldn't ctb just to escape my addiction. Have you tried to first see someone about it? Good luck in your journey.

 

[AlexYaBoy]

How can porn addiction be a reason for ctb? If you have time you can still try making lifestyle changes and fix your problem. There are so many free tutorials on the internet for self-therapy

I don't think he meant that the addiction itself is behind his reasoning, but rather the consequences of it. Although, that's a good point. Self-therapy is effective when it comes to pornography addiction.

 

[theboy]

I've never heard of anyone wanting ctb for that reason. on the other hand, you can break the addiction but it takes willpower.

 

[Z-A]

This is one of the things keeping me alive

 

[mtoro998]

How can porn addiction be a reason for ctb? If you have time you can still try making lifestyle changes and fix your problem. There are so many free tutorials on the internet for self-therapy

I dont understand this either most people are addicted to porn. No one will judge you for it unless your watching beastiality or something like that. I think he should first try to stop using the internet and use an old dumb phone. I believe he can over come his addiction problems and live a healthy life.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I personally don't but there probably are people who are. In my case, I don't even have a sex drive and I don't really like looking at porn. I only looked at porn briefly to try and feel something (this was back when I thought that I had a sex drive) but I quickly went away from it as it looked repulsive. I think I may be a demisexual but, either way, I don't want to ctb because of porn but rather because...

...life itself is simply undesirable for me. Even if I were to have sex or whatever (I don't want this in the slightest), I'd still wish to be dead

 

[brokeandbroken]

I have been addicted to porn since I was 10, and it really ruined my life. Does anyone else want to CTB because of a porn addiction?

No but I also know it isn't a net positive in my life. I think I'll regret it at some point. But I also know that very little helps me numb the mental I'm in at least it takes the edge off for a couple seconds and provides a distraction. I don't believe there's a woman out there for me. I don't think the prospects of finding a wife are good or even fair. Im simply not good enough and I dont think i ever will be or will be in time. So in lieu of that the repercussions I don't really care about.

 

[Dliena]

I hate to admit it but yes I do.

 

[dragonofenvy]

Not because of it but it's one of those things that I wish I could stop and hate the fact that I can't and it makes me feel so bad about myself. Every time I open it the suicidal thoughts flood in.

 

[DrinkyCrow]

Not directly but I'm sure it made me more depressed/suicidal recently.

More my own fault than the porns tho, it's just "why bother going outside or finding someone online for sex, if I can just lay at home, smoke weed and jerk off alone to porn?"

Had a healthy relationship with that stuff despite also being exposed to it from a young age my whole life. Until recently I guess. But again, not really porns fault my life sucks and the world is going to shit. I'm kinda glad it exists to get my mind off.