making it look like an accident is tricky if you need to succeed. i agree with an earlier post that a mountain climbing accident seems fruitful. car crashes are messy and uncertain it seems. i have considered taking sleeping pills, sitting on a high bridge and assuming i will fall off in a comatose state and know little about it but there's a mess for some poor fucker to clear up as well as a messed up corpse for the family to deal with.
Swisher
Black as coal
- Sep 9, 2018
- 388
Btw, DBM,
I ended up at a bunch of hospitals. I must actually get well to ctb. I have some stupid brain bleed (wtf???). Anyway, I'm sad we don't smile or laugh anymore, but when you said this, it made me feel good...so we're even.
it wasn't depression that made me stop smiling or laughing it was 40 years of marriage lol
Swisher
Black as coal
- Sep 9, 2018
- 388
Swisher
Black as coal
- Sep 9, 2018
- 388
I know I'm always late but I've been in and out of the hospital for 2 weeks? I never want this thread to end....well, I was going to ctb I had my amitriptyline cocktail ALL SET. My doctor refused to fill a prescription lost in the hospital...I'M NOT GOING THRU WITHDRAWAL!! I got ready.. Couldnt wait. They're both hell then my attorney called and my doctor said, "NEVER AGAIN". Yes
.if you lose your prescription within 16 years again....what a bad girl! I lose a prescription every 16 years!!!! Maybe I'll stl take the other... Amytriptitine cocktail...I've got it...it's it good? Sigh
you are always welcome back I hope you don't go we need you here
Swisher
Black as coal
- Sep 9, 2018
- 388
Okay copying and pasting amitript. Cocktail.(harder to spell than it is to do)
Swisher
Black as coal
- Sep 9, 2018
- 388
ONLY 3 things! They have a New version 2 but I don't have every drug known to mankind
Drug Amount
Antiemetic drugs must be taken beforehand
Amitriptyline (Elatrol, Elavil, Endep, Laroxyl, Trepiline, Tryptanol, Tryptizol) 6 grams
Diazepam or other long-acting benzodiazepine 300 mg
Version #2: the improved Amitriptyline CocktailEdit
Drug Amount
Antiemetic drugs must be taken beforehand
Amitriptyline (Elatrol, Elavil, Endep, Laroxyl, Trepiline, Tryptanol, Tryptizol) 6 grams
Diazepam or other long-acting benzodiazepine 300 mg
Version #2: the improved Amitriptyline CocktailEdit
Swisher
Black as coal
- Sep 9, 2018
- 388
The best compromise i can currently come up with is to go trekking somewhere very cold and high on a conventional 'holiday', to a place where you can perhaps access critical drugs more easily than here, ideally morphine ie the himalayas or argentina.. Freeze to death up there and or die from high altitude sickness at 5000 metres while making it as comfortable as possible. Make sure your drugs are repackaged into things that won't be found and indicate suicide, like a trekking water bottle. The shit is going to hit the fan whatever happens for dealing with the death for family, but at least they might not have the long term repercussions of suicide, rather that you died doing something you loved..perhaps. An autopsy may well find high levels of drugs in your body but it depends maybe on how long it is before you are discovered. There are no easy answers to this if you wants to try to protect yourself from the pain of life and others from the pain of your death, especially a messy one.
I think if someone in my family ctbd by hanging or CO and especially something very messy, it would haunt me much more than if they died with at least some uncertainty about it, even if i suspected something but could somehow understand what might have happened and the circumstances involved.
I think if someone in my family ctbd by hanging or CO and especially something very messy, it would haunt me much more than if they died with at least some uncertainty about it, even if i suspected something but could somehow understand what might have happened and the circumstances involved.
Last edited:
Swisher
Black as coal
- Sep 9, 2018
- 388
I ended up in the hospital Because life hates me. What a nice thing to say
Of course I was back into the hospital. Dead phone anyway. I keep saying I'm sick of being sick. 1964, what a nice thing to say. I miss here when I can't use my Phone in the hospital. Thank you. I mean that. Just got home today. Needed this.
Similar threads
- babouflo201223
- Suicide Discussion
Suicide Discussion
babouflo201223
- LetMeGoPlease
- Suicide Discussion
Suicide Discussion
greebo6
