Does anyone here ever wish to be a ordinary person with a good life?

[Thereisnothing]

How does one even define an ordinary person with a good life? Everyone is different to start with and then the grass always appears greener, than to what it most probably is.

 

[Pan]

Most 'normal' people in 1st world countries are depressed.
We live in a time where everyone is miserable.

You are so right, friend. Living in a first world state (USA) doesn't make it the emerald city—-far from it. It's taxes and bills and bills and taxes, all to service a state (usa) that is crumbling from within.

 

[azucaramargo]

Yes, you described the life Ive always wanted but could never seem to get my mind, emotions and body to comply.... Now throughly traumatized, and life wasted. ... Its over. ... But yes.... At 40 I should be at the hieght of my carreer... been involved with communites & projects.... married with kids.... using my talents & gifts....
What a damned waste
..... all those institutions i was in growing up... no one helped me ... and I fell thru the cracks. ..awful

I think your life is rad. I wish I had it. And, I'd bet "even" money that you have enviable career prospects.