Venting Does anyone feel trapped ?

[ehiontajar]

I feel like I'm trapped by the way I feel
Because I am a very sensitive and anxious person so I can't live for me I am always affectes by the life or feelings of others people and this is unbearable
I wish I could just live for me and not really gare of the opinions of others
I wish I could just let everyone go and have a brand new start but this is impossible and the worse thing is it's impossible beacause I am too much of a coward to do that so I'm just trapped here with a shirt live where there's no futur for me except death
And I can't even just die because I think of what it will do and what problems it would cause
I know caring for others isn't a bad but in my case it's too much and I can't live with that anymore
I also wish it was just that but I feel like there's so much I can't control and so much that affect me
Anyways I just needed to share that and for anyone who read this I hope you will have an incredible life and that everything will turn out well
(And sorry for any grammaticals mistakes, english is not my first language)

 

[charlieee]

I feel like I'm trapped by the way I feel
Because I am a very sensitive and anxious person so I can't live for me I am always affectes by the life or feelings of others people and this is unbearable
I wish I could just live for me and not really gare of the opinions of others
I wish I could just let everyone go and have a brand new start but this is impossible and the worse thing is it's impossible beacause I am too much of a coward to do that so I'm just trapped here with a shirt live where there's no futur for me except death
And I can't even just die because I think of what it will do and what problems it would cause
I know caring for others isn't a bad but in my case it's too much and I can't live with that anymore
I also wish it was just that but I feel like there's so much I can't control and so much that affect me
Anyways I just needed to share that and for anyone who read this I hope you will have an incredible life and that everything will turn out well
(And sorry for any grammaticals mistakes, english is not my first language)

I feel trapped all the time. Like my heart is being crushed downn my chest. As I grew I realized a lot of people feel the same way you and I do. Don't know how they cope with it all their life tho.