For the last few years i have been only on a few photos with my kids and family on special occasions. Most shots are taken from my wife's father. Just can't tell him my reasons. Everyone else needs a permission to do this. I don't like taking pictures simply because of the social media (everyone will post them), and privacy concerns about mobile phones. I like myself. It's simply an old survival habit, that is still stuck in my life. I'm sure its meaningless, cause of some older periods of my life, when i used to take pictures and upload few of them. I think it's really pointless but i'm still not taking pictures. I don't even save pictures for too long. I'm not nostalgic, don't have smartphone.
However, as i'm overthinking it - there is one bigger reason. It has to do with a picture of me and someone, that was special to me. If there is one thing i hate for sure in my life, that is my happy naive face on it. I felt little hate at some points of my life, but this is for real. This photo is still in my head with all the pixels in it. I killed that old part of me, but kept the memory as a trophy.