Does anyone else feel like this?

[suicidal.lady]

Hi,
Does anyone else feel like this
That they're so alone and everything around them is dark, they can't talk to their family members becsuse it's uncomfortable and will never want them knowing things, you have people eg support staff to help you deal with things but yet still feel so alone and dark. And that this word will be best off without you. I don't think I'll ever be happier. The only way for me to be happy is for me to kill myself

 

[ultrasharpy123456]

...Kind of yeah. It doesn't really feel "dark" for me per se. But I do think the world would be better without me. I'm not ctb because of how much of a horrible person I am anymore (kind of) but because I'm kind of just done. I can't really talk to anyone in my family about what I want to do because you know they'll kick me out or send me to the psyche ward or what have you.

 

[expiredfckmeat]

I feel like that a lot, I've been alone a long time. I'm sorry.

 

[peaches]

Hi,
Does anyone else feel like this
That they're so alone and everything around them is dark, they can't talk to their family members becsuse it's uncomfortable and will never want them knowing things, you have people eg support staff to help you deal with things but yet still feel so alone and dark. And that this word will be best off without you. I don't think I'll ever be happier. The only way for me to be happy is for me to kill myself

Yes, I feel this way. I'm in the bed stage now. Just want to lay here until I starve.

 

[Georg]

I feel the same. I talked with professionals and some friends. It didn't help. Life is nothing but gambling and most people won't understand this, or they lie to themselves. I wish I was never born

 

[Mirrory Me]

Sounds depressing, I've had similar thoughts when I was disappointed in myself and life. There are probably many reasons why you feel this way- some things where you would need more understanding and support. Find out more about them by writing down what you think and feel, ask yourself questions.

 

[Kyma]

Hi,
Does anyone else feel like this
That they're so alone and everything around them is dark, they can't talk to their family members becsuse it's uncomfortable and will never want them knowing things, you have people eg support staff to help you deal with things but yet still feel so alone and dark. And that this word will be best off without you. I don't think I'll ever be happier. The only way for me to be happy is for me to kill myself

I definitely relate to this. And then on top of feeling alone, I also feel incredibly guilty for being so unhappy when I am surrounded by friends, even if they can't help me or see me :(