This a great thread. Whether your own issues are mentally or physically based, no one here will judge you. We are built different. My example, different from many of yours, I do not suffer from depression. Much of my life, people viewed me as a rock in that aspect. Disease is robbing my body, there is no way out. I guess I can look at this with some clarity. Be reassured, when the options disappear, I hope you can find peace.