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Do you wish to die peacefully in your sleep or you wanna do it urself?
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Me personally i wish i could just pass away peacefully in my sleep, like those who die from cardiac arrest, why can't it be me? It's always the ones who don't wanna die die but the ones who really want it they just gonna suffer while living
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Me personally i wish i could just pass away peacefully in my sleep, like those who die from cardiac arrest, why can't it be me? It's always the ones who don't wanna die die but the ones who really want it they just gonna suffer while living
Me personally i wish i could just pass away peacefully in my sleep, like those who die from cardiac arrest, why can't it be me? It's always the ones who don't wanna die die but the ones who really want it they just gonna suffer while living
I'm not so sure someone else won't be the one shooting me. I'm 100% equipped to do it myself, but I'm finding myself on everyone's bad side lately. Fuck 'em all.
peaceful deaths creep me out for some reason. i got anxious the first time i watched that MAID video of that one applicant's experiences. she got all dressed up, laid in bed, took a drink, ate chocolate to wash out the taste, claimed to get sleepy and just passed right there, surrounded by family. gives me the heebie jeebies. i don't think it was SN, but idk. i also heard a case of a girl who went to sleep, heart heart suddenly stopped, and she just never woke up. suicide or not, it unsettles me. i guess it just seems too similar to a living process like sleeping or taking a nap that it registers in my brain as treacherous rather than peaceful.
there was a girl we knew before and she was almost the same age as me, she died while she was asleep and i feel guilty for feeling envious but yeah i 100% believe that suicidal people won't have such a peaceful gifted end
I just want to fall into an eternal dreamless sleep, it's all I want, in this existence so dreadful and torturous that just causes all this terrible cruelty and suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as positive, all I want is to never suffer again.
It truly is an abomination to suffer in this existence and I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over the torture of this terrible, painful existence, to me existence will always be a mistake that just causes endless amounts of torture and cruelty with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd only be relieved to never exist ever again. It's just so terrible how this existence was even imposed at all, only the peace of non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me permanent relief from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself.
peaceful deaths creep me out for some reason. i got anxious the first time i watched that MAID video of that one applicant's experiences. she got all dressed up, laid in bed, took a drink, ate chocolate to wash out the taste, claimed to get sleepy and just passed right there, surrounded by family. gives me the heebie jeebies. i don't think it was SN, but idk. i also heard a case of a girl who went to sleep, heart heart suddenly stopped, and she just never woke up. suicide or not, it unsettles me. i guess it just seems too similar to a living process like sleeping or taking a nap that it registers in my brain as treacherous rather than peaceful.
I just want to fall into an eternal dreamless sleep, it's all I want, in this existence so dreadful and torturous that just causes all this terrible cruelty and suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as positive, all I want is to never suffer again.
It truly is an abomination to suffer in this existence and I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over the torture of this terrible, painful existence, to me existence will always be a mistake that just causes endless amounts of torture and cruelty with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd only be relieved to never exist ever again. It's just so terrible how this existence was even imposed at all, only the peace of non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me permanent relief from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself.
I just want to fall into an eternal dreamless sleep, it's all I want, in this existence so dreadful and torturous that just causes all this terrible cruelty and suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as positive, all I want is to never suffer again.
It truly is an abomination to suffer in this existence and I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over the torture of this terrible, painful existence, to me existence will always be a mistake that just causes endless amounts of torture and cruelty with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd only be relieved to never exist ever again. It's just so terrible how this existence was even imposed at all, only the peace of non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me permanent relief from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself.
Me personally i wish i could just pass away peacefully in my sleep, like those who die from cardiac arrest, why can't it be me? It's always the ones who don't wanna die die but the ones who really want it they just gonna suffer while living
Me personally i wish i could just pass away peacefully in my sleep, like those who die from cardiac arrest, why can't it be me? It's always the ones who don't wanna die die but the ones who really want it they just gonna suffer while living
I think about this sometimes. People who die in their sleep are lucky. I don't have hard data on this but anecdotally most of my relatives have suffered from some kind of disease before they pass. Only one relative died in their sleep. I would rather die in my sleep peacefully but it seems like only a small percentage of people get this luxury.
Honestly? If I could choose to kill myself in any way I wanted, that would be my choice. My dream is to have a very violent death, like being blown up or shot. But since any option available to me is awful, I think I'd choose to take it lightly while sleeping
I just want to fall into an eternal dreamless sleep, it's all I want, in this existence so dreadful and torturous that just causes all this terrible cruelty and suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as positive, all I want is to never suffer again.
It truly is an abomination to suffer in this existence and I'll just always prefer the peace of non-existence over the torture of this terrible, painful existence, to me existence will always be a mistake that just causes endless amounts of torture and cruelty with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd only be relieved to never exist ever again. It's just so terrible how this existence was even imposed at all, only the peace of non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me permanent relief from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself.
every day i dread waking up and wished i died in my sleep. i want my body to be intact when im dead so i don't upset my family if i died a gruesome death. dying is already bad enough. but i doubt i will ever get a peaceful ending at this rate.
i used to find sleep as comforting, it was a form of escapism. that was until my mental illness started following me into my dreams. after restless nights defined by anxiety attacks and visions of calamity, i think that the last thing i'd want is to die in my sleep. i want to meet a violent and quick end. one that really has an exclamation point.
Most of the time I would love to die in my sleep, but sometimes I hate myself too much to think I deserve a painless death. Also the randomness of dying in my sleep would prevent me from saying goodbye to the handful of people I actually like, which is sad
i used to find sleep as comforting, it was a form of escapism. that was until my mental illness started following me into my dreams. after restless nights defined by anxiety attacks and visions of calamity, i think that the last thing i'd want is to die in my sleep. i want to meet a violent and quick end. one that really has an exclamation point.
How true, therefore I don't want to die in my sleep at all. Fore that reason I have to kill myself soon in order to be sure that I die in the way I want it.
Me personally i wish i could just pass away peacefully in my sleep, like those who die from cardiac arrest, why can't it be me? It's always the ones who don't wanna die die but the ones who really want it they just gonna suffer while living
There have been so many times that I have thought I would not wake up in the morning and would have died in my sleep. Always terrified. I still, however, would much rather have that happen more than anything than having to do this to myself.
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