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Seered Doom

Seered Doom

A nihilist going through an unrelinquished Hell
Sep 9, 2023
992
Both rational and irrational here which sucks bc can't tell which depression episode is which
 
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polm

If I was your pet you’d take me to the vet
May 3, 2025
129
Rational. Response to physical pain and disability.
 
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outrider567

Illuminated
Apr 5, 2022
3,002
Quite rational, due to personal loss
 
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Feldsparc

Student
Jan 3, 2025
150
Rational... because I lost who I am and everything that was dear to me . There's nothing left
 
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hurts2b

hurts2b

Tired
Mar 14, 2026
273
All external and rational for me. If I had a decent life I wouldn't want to die. My brain isn't fucked up but my life is.
 
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Hystearical

Hystearical

I just want to die
Jul 23, 2022
4,993
No one would be surprised by my unhappiness
 
suncide10

suncide10

Member
Apr 27, 2026
17
I experienced depression for the first time when I was being bullied in school. After some time it went away (at least I thought).
Then in 2026 I got depressed out of nowhere even though nothing changed. However there are reasons that make me depressed such as family, loneliness and my past
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
4,294
I am in an abusive relationship with no support from my family. I think it would be stranger if I was not depressed.
 

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