Do you think youll make it another year?

[HannahB]

I didn't realise it was possible to feel this much self hatred & yet so much self pity at the same time - which of course adds the former - so strange to think I used to like myself and only a year ago could never have imagined feeling this way.

Right! That's what I thought like a year ago I could never have seen myself where I am so like what's next? Death? Idk feels like it

 

[Pykul]

That sounds hard core

Intend to not fail.

 

[HannahB]

Intend to not fail.

I saw a video of a russian guy do that on hoodsite and... well... it worked

 

[letmeseethedeath]

i don't think i'll make another year. i can't deal with my shitty life

 

[Hotsackage]

Im pretty fked up. It will interesting to live another day. Im deterioating at a rapid pace

 

[HannahB]

Im pretty fked up. It will interesting to live another day. Im deterioating at a rapid pace

What do you mean?

 

[WhiteDespair]

Unsure. I don't know what 2020 holds and I won't be able to make a determination. I could keep improving and progressing. Or, a whole mess of bad things can occur which makes me check the bus schedule.

 

[Pykul]

I saw a video of a russian guy do that on hoodsite and... well... it worked

I plan to go through my mouth. Aimed straight back at hindbrain, pons and cerebrum. Lead shot should get all three and gas expansion in cranium should turn the rest to gel, if not spread it all around. No worries about brain death that runs in another thread.

 

[Sweet emotion]

Absolutely not. I plan on going by the end of this year.

 

[Moon Flower]

I won't even see 2020 if I play my cards right

 

[Heart of Ice]

I joined Sanctioned Suicide in September of 2019. Technically I could make it all the way up to October 2020, as this is the time I suspect the social security office will start claiming back the student benefits I've been getting for sitting at home. That's the final time limit for me. I don't think I'll make it that far.

 

[Crushed_Innocence]

No.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

I'm going April or May 2020, so no.

 

[hobbydevil]

I still have some things I want to get done, but I'm aiming for February 2020, so... no.
Although there's a game coming out in March next year that I kind of want to play... but it's just a game so... you know. Who really cares.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

I still have some things I want to get done, but I'm aiming for February 2020, so... no.
Although there's a game coming out in March next year that I kind of want to play... but it's just a game so... you know. Who really cares.

If you feel the game is worth playing, why not play it? You owe it to yourself to enjoy something before you go. It's not "just a video game". Many video games have been life changing for me.

 

[WhiteDespair]

I still have some things I want to get done, but I'm aiming for February 2020, so... no.
Although there's a game coming out in March next year that I kind of want to play... but it's just a game so... you know. Who really cares.

Star Wars Revenge of the Sith kept me from CtB because I wanted to see it in theaters.

 

[Hotsackage]

What do you mean?

My mental health.

 

[Kingkelly]

nope should have already been dead. Doctors are useless my life and face are fucked. Just waiting till december

 

[Conflicted Cat]

Perhaps... Though, not sure how much longer after that. Depends if my life decides to go to shit. I consider myself a VERY lucky man. Lucky to be where I am, and not have much trouble at all. But I feel like in roughly a year that can change. Hell, at any point it could change. Which is why I'm so careful about every single thing that I do.

 

[MourningHeart]

Really dont want to make it to 2020. I never thought, life has to end like this.

 

[woxihuanni]

Well, I will either die in a short time frame or live long and happy. It's outside of my control when this will become clear, though. I mean, it's clear enough in a way that I could start meto right now, but this one here keeps wild hopes.

 

[passenger27]

Seriously doubt I'll eat any turkey this year.

 

[Numbtopain97]

NO

 

[n0505]

No, Plan to commit suicide in November or December.
I want to die alone in my room~

 

[TAW122]

I think I'll make it to 2020. Things in 2019 have gotten bad, but recovered enough to see the next year. How far into 2020 I will make it, well I don't know, it depends on the circumstances and I can't really speak for the future. It would be nice to not have to CTB, but I guess I'll see how 2020 fares.