Baskol1
No life, no problems
- Aug 11, 2019
- 1,030
I hope you will find happiness, and dont need to kill yourself. But i know, depression is hard if not impossible to get rid of.
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I hope you will find happiness, and dont need to kill yourself. But i know, depression is hard if not impossible to get rid of.
dreamsofdestruction
Everywhere I look is chaos
- May 9, 2019
- 340
Sometimes I think so. So many mistakes, so many times I hurt others.
bluesky1972-2019
Specialist
- May 21, 2019
- 377
I think I should have been successful at ctb years ago and avoid all the extra hurt.
I feel different to other people but go around trying to act "normal" but I think I just mask all the shit deep inside me. I struggle to have friends and relationships have all failed. I think it's time to check out of this life soon.
I feel different to other people but go around trying to act "normal" but I think I just mask all the shit deep inside me. I struggle to have friends and relationships have all failed. I think it's time to check out of this life soon.
LifeOver
Professional Suicide Attempter
- Jul 23, 2019
- 116
Of course, everyone should have the right to end their suffering. We never chose to be born into this worls in the first place so it is reasonable that we be given the exit ticket. Unfortunately, the right to die has not been listed under the basic human rights for everyone and is instead a crime. At least the government should make punishment for suicide attempts execution using N.
Tabbyql
Chronic people pleaser
- Mar 13, 2019
- 282
Yes I do, the way I've been treated by people tells me all I need to know. I'm useless, worthless waste of oxygen.
Taki
Specialist
- Jul 30, 2019
- 319
Lookingforabus
Arcanist
- Aug 6, 2019
- 421
Yeah, but maybe not in the way you think.
"Of all the animals, man is the only one that is cruel. He is the only one that inflicts pain for the pleasure of doing it." - Mark Twain
Even if it that was true, it doesn't mean suicide is your only option. You could pursue a career in politics instead.
TheFinalCountdown
Student
- Mar 25, 2019
- 136
What does deserve even really mean? Nobody gets what they deserve, and nobody deserves what they get. So why even think about it?
Hatebeingalive
Member
- Aug 1, 2019
- 9
Without a doubt I deserve to die. I should've died years ago. There's no earthy reason for me to exist at this point. And I know with absolute certainty that those close to me would be better off without me.
Saga
In my memories a smiling me doesn't exist
- Jul 20, 2019
- 175
Lookingforabus
Arcanist
- Aug 6, 2019
- 421
For the non-religious among us, it's hard to argue that all life is anything other than an accident of astrophysics and geology and chemistry and so on. Don't know if that makes you feel better or not, but even those of us whose parents planned for us are nothing more than accidents at long enough timescales.
All Things Must Pass
Mage
- Apr 14, 2021
- 557
lovelyheartz
Let me leave, please, please...
- Jun 15, 2021
- 43
I don't think that dying is a bad thing, so I don't really see killing myself as a way of punishing myself. However, I can say that many people would be happier if I was dead.
motel rooms
Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
- Apr 13, 2021
- 7,081
Rayzieka
Not Really Here
- Apr 28, 2021
- 637
I don't believe I deserve to live in the sense that life was forced upon me and also in the reasoning that I don't deserve it because I must be lacking in the effort needed to make things better. Even though I've tried- I can't say I've tried hard enough even if I've tried my hardest.
Theres a vital thing I must be missing to put forth the effort needed to qualify for a mental illness free life.
And on the other hand I do deserve to live for the same reason that is this life was forced upon me and I should have been given the best chances as did everyone else here who feels they pulled the wrong threads.
Theres a vital thing I must be missing to put forth the effort needed to qualify for a mental illness free life.
And on the other hand I do deserve to live for the same reason that is this life was forced upon me and I should have been given the best chances as did everyone else here who feels they pulled the wrong threads.
suicidesheep31
Specialist
- Jun 27, 2020
- 348
I think I should not have be born.
My mother was hurting her belly when she was pregnant of me.
She did the same to my brother and he is dead 15days after being born.
So, in a way, I don't know why I am alive? and should be dead like him
My mother was hurting her belly when she was pregnant of me.
She did the same to my brother and he is dead 15days after being born.
So, in a way, I don't know why I am alive? and should be dead like him
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 42,441
I deserve better than what this life has given me. The only way to be free from this burden is to not exist. We all deserve a right to a peaceful death.
I don't see it as a punishment. I haven't hurt anyone. But I'm tired of my life. I hate myself for making wrong decisions. It's not that I deserve to die but at this point death seems to be better than keep on living. For many years I haven't enjoyed being alive as much as I used to do. I can't remember the last time I was truly happy.
No I was abused and bullied. Life has tortured me and still tortures me every day. I don't deserve that. But the people who did that have good lifes. And that's how life works. Fuck that!
I don't believe in heaven and hell but I wish hell exists for abusers and rapists who ruin others lives. They deserve the worst of the punishments. I'm so sorry for you. Hugs
Lady black
35 male, central Europe, German speaking
- Oct 22, 2018
- 1,192
sadbadpsychogirl
sonofabitch
- May 29, 2020
- 725
i don't think i'm like the most evil person in the world and must be killed but i do feel i have done so many shitty things usually hurting people in the process that the proper thing to do is kill myself
nightnightnitrite
baby blues
- Apr 17, 2021
- 483
I don't think I deserve to die necessarily, I view it more as a choice/want. I think I'm not cut out for this world or how many crappy people are in it and I know it's not going to change anytime soon and I'm just so tired of it all. I don't think they deserve to die either, I would just like to not have gone through any of the things I have been through or any of the things others have put me through as well.
