Venting Do you keep wishing that tomorrow never comes

[Painless_end]

I guess due to my unique neurological issues, I am always really sad these days.

I have been sad ever since I had to grow up.

To be honest with you, some might call me lazy, but I've wanted to just go after achieving a little bit of education and career in this life. I just wanted to end everything ever since I had tasted adult life over 10 years ago. I couldn't stand living life knowing deep down how I was.

Living like this, only makes everything harder. I can't even die in peace. Everything hurts.

Everyday I keep wishing I won't wake up.

 

[wantittoendsoon]

Sure Do

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Nothing worse than the break of the day

 

[BBBB]

YES!!!!!!!!!

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Sure do.

 

[atdeathsdoor]

seems to me the more you want to die the longer you live feel like I'll be around forever....wish I could just give my life away

 

[FuneralCry]

Of course I wish for that, in fact it's all that I wish for. It sounds so incredibly ideal to me never having to endure another day of being trapped here as existence is just something so harmful that only leads to unnecessary suffering being experienced. Imagine how wonderful it would be if we could just pass away in our sleep, that is what suicide should be like, we should be able to just never wake again without having to struggle in planning methods.

 

[stilhavinightmares]

I have chronic nightmares. Every time I sleep. Then I wake up and I am back in my waking nightmare. Every time I wake up I grieve.

 

[lonelyguy]

Every day. I go to bed praying that I won't wake up and when i wake up curse that I'm still alive

 

[subhumantrash]

I've used to wish that but ever since my friend told me how much I mattered to him, the thought became more of a "I wish I never existed" or "I wish someone else born to take my place"
I just wish to have a single day where I'm not thinking of an extremely painful way out. Pain, will be the judgment I deserve.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Yeah- definitely. We're all with you there I expect.

 

[moparman97b]

I can't remember the last time I didn't fall asleep wishing I wouldn't wake up. I just don't want to exist because this world isn't safe for me.

 

[freevoid]

Ever since I was like...6 ish years old.

 

[jolongone]

I guess due to my unique neurological issues, I am always really sad these days.

I have been sad ever since I had to grow up.

To be honest with you, some might call me lazy, but I've wanted to just go after achieving a little bit of education and career in this life. I just wanted to end everything ever since I had tasted adult life over 10 years ago. I couldn't stand living life knowing deep down how I was.

Living like this, only makes everything harder. I can't even die in peace. Everything hurts.

Everyday I keep wishing I won't wake up.

Every morning l get angry that l am still here

 

[wanttodie]

yes i do

 

[missingpeace]

Everyday I wish it were my last day. Just wish my heart would stop.

 

[ThisIsLife]

Yes. Waking up = day ruined

 

[downndone2]

Everyday!

 

[00nobody00]

For the past 6 months I wake up to panic attacks and wishing that I had not woken up. I hate that moment of clarity when I first open my eyes and come to my senses which is usually followed by thoughts of my failures and regrets. If it weren't for the few people I love and care about keeping me here, I would make damn sure that I go to sleep forever.