Discussion Do you intend on being sober when you CTB?

[VegasLyra]

I personally can't imagine going through with it sober. The survival instinct would be insanely strong. I don't know when I'm gonna CTB, but when I will, I intend on dampening my SI by being drunk as hell. Alcohol inhibits the amygdala (the part of the brain mostly responsible for fear, anxiety, and fight-or-flight which constitute the SI) so doing it sober is not an opinion for me

 

[itsgone2]

you're right. It would help. I need to try this

 

[Asya]

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[queenofwasps]

Hell yes! I wanna be totally clear, as I expect the experience to be psychedelic anyway

 

[cookji]

Wouldn't it help if I drank? I think I might end up drinking

 

[FadingSnowFake]

Alcohol would be too unpredictable for me. Maybe a bit of weed a few hours before, but not when I'm supposed to follow protocol. I'm more focused sober and too afraid something may go wrong if not of sober mind.

 

[comeoutandhauntme]

i would LOVE to be drunk when dying, bc i'm often happy and at peace when drunk. however i don't think i'd be able to get away with for 2 reasons: the first being i'm under 21 and don't have easy access to alcohol, the second being i plan on using SN and am too afraid the alcohol would trigger vomiting, as it has in the past when i got drunk. so unfortantely i plan on being stone cold sober, unless you count the sedative that'll put me to sleep

 

[Star67]

Not a chance I'm going out sober. Part of my method involves drugs anyway. Also, whenever I drink I always feel certain that I am ready to ctb.

 

[GodzillasBiggestFan]

if its possible and wont block whatever method i end up using then yes i think it'd make it easier

 

[Forveleth]

Got drunk once thinking it would help and it made me so relaxes I no longer wanted to die. I also do not want to risk messing up by being impaired.

 

[chargirl]

Not a chance I'm going out sober. Part of my method involves drugs anyway. Also, whenever I drink I always feel certain that I am ready to ctb.

Same, if I get drunk enough all my SI and hesitation/inhibition completely goes away. It's nice to know I can rely on that to avoid changing my mind at the last second

 

[mustard tiger]

I will have to be sober so it doesn't mess with the SN

 

[Star67]

Same, if I get drunk enough all my SI and hesitation/inhibition completely goes away. It's nice to know I can rely on that to avoid changing my mind at the last second

Drugs mainly alcohol have been such a big part of my adult life/escape/coping mechanism that I can't fathom dying sober. It'd almost be like leaving town for good without giving your best friend a hug.

 

[StoneCactus]

If I end up hanging or jumping I'm planning to get high on kratom, weed, phenibut, and alcohol. Poisoning would sadly need to be done sober.

 

[deadlyace13]

from what ive learned, pills and drinking go hand in hand

 

[hurts2b-old]

God I hope not. But who knows? Sometimes you need the clear headedness of sobriety to accomplish something.

 

[elenaboo25]

I will most likely be sober, yes. But it won't be for another few years, so plans may change.

 

[ificouldlivewithout]

my first reaction was hell no but upon further thinking it'd depend heavily what mood i am in

 

[Anarcholoser]

Absolutely. I've never been drunk in my life and weed makes me horribly sick, so I'll be sober like usual.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

I personally can't imagine going through with it sober. The survival instinct would be insanely strong. I don't know when I'm gonna CTB, but when I will, I intend on dampening my SI by being drunk as hell. Alcohol inhibits the amygdala (the part of the brain mostly responsible for fear, anxiety, and fight-or-flight which constitute the SI) so doing it sober is not an opinion for me

All my aborted attempts have been sober and I'll keep it that way if I attempt again. I never drink. What method are you getting drunk for?

 

[lucycelestia]

knowing me i'm a coward who will need it to not have SI win, so probably. i've gotten drunk once before but that was euphoric, if it's on *the* evening then it will probably be a different kind of drunk, more to lower inhibition but not so much that i spill all the powder on the floor or something

 

[VegasLyra]

All my aborted attempts have been sober and I'll keep it that way if I attempt again. I never drink. What method are you getting drunk for?

Partial suspension hanging. Setting up the rope and getting it around my neck and kneeling takes a lot of willpower, less so however for an intoxicated mind

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

Partial suspension hanging. Setting up the rope and getting it around my neck and kneeling takes a lot of willpower, less so however for an intoxicated mind

Ah, I remember you posting about PSH before. Kneeling PSH is my method too but I always back out. Not sure the squeeze is hard enough but it gets scary fast and gives me the head rush so it probably is.

 

[Oblivion]

my method is SN, so i really fucking hate this, i cant be drunk, wish i had a method where i can be totally wasted fuck this

 

[E4syW3y0u7]

Same thing, it sucks that you cannot get wasted with SN. I wish i could down a bottle of bourbon or japanese whisky with a bunch of benzo/painkillers Max Payne style and send it, but you can't always have what you want right ?

Fuck this...

 

[starboy2k]

Nope. Gonna make sure I have a 750 ml of the strongest yet cheapest vodka I can find.

 

[JimmyDean90125]

Absolutely not. My survival instinct is waaaaaay too strong for that lol

 

[ftm68_99]

I personally can't imagine going through with it sober. The survival instinct would be insanely strong. I don't know when I'm gonna CTB, but when I will, I intend on Tb my SI by being drunk as hell. Alcohol inhibits the amygdala (the part of the brain mostly responsible for fear, anxiety, and fight-or-flight which constitute the SI) so doing it sober is not an opinion for me

Thanks for bringing up this topic. I think I would like to be drunk if I were going to CTB with a relatively simple method, such as drowning or freezing to death, preferably naked in below zero weather. But with any methods where I'd have to follow specific steps, while I might like to be drunk, I'd probably be more successful if sober.