Do you have your supplies?

[Halo13]

Amitriptyline on way, I have propranolol, I'm not following the protocol completely. I have diclazepam but dodgy perhaps. I am going to use it with hanging,with just tiptoes touching the floor. At the moment I am numb about this. I bought pills online but turned out to be fake :(

I'm concerned about dodgy benzos also.

 

[soda_pressed]

What is alldaychemist?

 

[spanishguy22]

Have my sn and meto, just waiting for the antacids.

same

 

[Jc40]

I'm concerned about dodgy benzos also.

I think if it seems to good to be true it probably is. That saying is true for me. Hope it works out for you.

 

[HappyEnding]

I'm missing one item, which is impossible to get b/c I need a license for it. So I'm gonna try to buy a rope or cord for partial suspension.

 

[Karma]

Good luck man.

Hope you find what you are looking for on the other side.

 

[Princessangel]

I have enough Amitriptyline and metro now I'm all ready

 

[Apostle]

I have a rope. I just need to learn how to properly tie it, and figure out what I can hang from.

 

[IronTusk]

I have enough Amitriptyline and metro now I'm all ready

What are you using for a benzo?

 

[Partial-Elf]

I have two ropes and two reliable anchor points. One kept in my room and one kept in my car at all times. Like to have it available as often as possible.

 

[IronTusk]

My meto arrived earlier than expected. I am now ready to go. I have to pick a day and i might have a partner, in theory.

 

[BridgeJumper]

I have all the thangz
I have pills, lotta pills. Antipsychotics, betablockers and beznos. I have ropes readily tied into nooses. I have stacks of scalpels and razors. Alcohol. I haz everythang.

 

[IronTusk]

I have all the thangz
I have pills, lotta pills. Antipsychotics, betablockers and beznos. I have ropes readily tied into nooses. I have stacks of scalpels and razors. Alcohol. I haz everythang.

You have everything lol

 

[Willdiesoon]

No, I'm still waiting for the SN I ordered. I also need to go to a walk-in clinic to get the anti-emetics and Tagamet since customs in Canada are strict and I don't want to take the chance of purchasing them online and having them confiscated.

Good luck when you do go.

Can i ask where you ordered sn in canada.. i ordered mine from polland but i'm scared it will get stuck at customs. Ty

 

[Faraway1990]

I'm going for night night I have the things on the way I know what I need to know and within a month I'm ctb home away from this tiring reality matrix.
And love and peace to those who are here and those who have stepped into their next journey

 

[TAW122]

I do (got my shotgun half a year ago and it's just dormant, hidden away in my bedroom), and while I'm still here, I do have some solace in the fact that I can always leave at a moment's notice, if I so choose to (assuming I overcome SI, things are bad enough, a strong enough catalyst to push me over the edge, etc.)

 

[Mariomcfly]

I have most of my supplies for plan A and plan B still not sure on what method I'm going to take so figure I just get both ready. Good luck and have safe and peaceful travels will meet on the other side iron tusk.

 

[Nem]

Can i ask where you ordered sn in canada.. i ordered mine from polland but i'm scared it will get stuck at customs. Ty

I ordered mine from Europe and they took awhile to show up but arrived safely, nothing was held up at customs either

 

[xBazzL]

I received my N a couple of months ago. I'm relieved to have it but still scared to use it.

Where did you order it from? I need to order some

 

[Egddios]

Ratchet straps? Check. Benzos? Check.

Guess that's all I need. Oh and that last push of courage, which I'm working on.

 

[Superfluous]

Just bought my final supply: fins. Got benzos (diazepam and lorazepam), Domperidone, Trazodone, waterproof bag, small towel and a couple of 50ml bottles. Whiskey I buy on a regular basis anyway. Planned method is drowning, although I've just been informed that there are black tip sharks here, so fingers crossed...

Also got ratchet strap and bags for my backup plan.

 

[tren]

I have a question. Why would anyone use anything other than a really large dose of heroin or fentanyl straight into vein. Instant bliss and sleep. Maybe in a bathtub to be extra sure.

Benzos rarely kill anyone. I even read a thread here people thinking GHB/GBL/BDO kills anyone. You could drink a litre and survive. Benzos and boose you will most likely throw up and it's as painful as is drowning if you do manage to die. The worst part about benzos is they kill the depression/anxiety and often even the immediate need to end your life. It can feel pretty shitty if you feel like that and then start slowly slipping away while regretting it. I'd rather get it over with in an instant. Don't trust your stomach.

 

[Oblivion Lover]

I don't yet have a way the right conditions to CTB, but it seems fairly easy to obtain the necessary supplies in my country. I can buy 1kg of 99% purity sodium nitrite online for 20 reais (approximately 5 dollars), and metoclopramide and cimetidine are over the counter here. It is unfortunate that I won't be needing most of the SN and it will likely be discarded after I go while there are so many people out there needing it to CTB. 1000 grams of SN could safely end the lives of a lot of people suffering out there. Hey... That gives me an idea... What if I started providing people across the world with kits containing 25 grams of SN+meds for a reasonable price? I could become known as the poor man's "A" (for those who have no idea of what I'm talking about, "A" is the popular seller of Nembutal who helps people who want to CTB, but the price is absurd)... I could even become rich... Hmm... Actually, nevermind... Forget about that. Let competent people do that.