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Jacquelyn

Jacquelyn

hellworld_kickflip888
Feb 23, 2019
107
Personally, I have a date range (no specific date just because I don't know when I'll be back from my trip). There will never be a "right time" cause I'm not really depressed or anything in my case. I mean, I have major depressive disorder and anxiety and dissociation issues, but they're completely manageable and I'd never CTB directly because of any of those issues. I suppose my "right time" will be after my trip because that will ensure two things: 1. My last memories will be the best in my life. 2. I'll probably be ready for death since my body will be suffering badly after the trip is over due to 2 weeks of constant drug and alcohol use.
 
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Edrudd

Edrudd

Student
Feb 24, 2019
105
My date is around this year. I need to find a reliable method
 
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Jacquelyn

Jacquelyn

hellworld_kickflip888
Feb 23, 2019
107
My date is around this year. I need to find a reliable method
Full suspension + drop, night-night method, shotgun, N

Those are about as reliable as it gets.
 
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Isittimetogonola

Isittimetogonola

Kindness is a weakness to be taken advantage by al
Oct 22, 2019
198
I do not have a specific date but will go when I have everything in place. Almost finished 2 out of 4 notes. Have written all passwords to accounts down. Even have drawn up a will. The way it is going, I want it to be sooner than later. I am just so tired. I wanted to wait until the holidays were over but that wont even play into the equation anymore. So once my stuff is in order, I will carry both methods with me in my car. And when it is time then so be it.
 
imstillhungry

imstillhungry

Student
Nov 19, 2019
109
For my first attempt, I picked a date and stuck to it. This time I don't have a specific date, just as soon as my SN arrives.
I do not have a specific date but will go when I have everything in place. Almost finished 2 out of 4 notes. Have written all passwords to accounts down. Even have drawn up a will. The way it is going, I want it to be sooner than later. I am just so tired. I wanted to wait until the holidays were over but that wont even play into the equation anymore. So once my stuff is in order, I will carry both methods with me in my car. And when it is time then so be it.

I was thinking of writing a will too, but it looks like it's not valid without witnesses and anyone could argue you weren't in a healthy state of mind when you wrote it
 
Isittimetogonola

Isittimetogonola

Kindness is a weakness to be taken advantage by al
Oct 22, 2019
198
For my first attempt, I picked a date and stuck to it. This time I don't have a specific date, just as soon as my SN arrives.


I was thinking of writing a will too, but it looks like it's not valid without witnesses and anyone could argue you weren't in a healthy state of mind when you wrote it
True. I just figured why not. I can find some witnesses but I didn't even think of that. Thank you
 

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