TheHatedOne
Death is salvation
- Sep 26, 2021
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Yes, in fact I like to inflict pain upon myself as I think that's the only thing I deserve.
I would rather be like someone else, so I definitely relate.Yes, and I often fantasise about being someone else, or rather myself but without the social awkwardness and with other added qualities as well, which as a result really makes me cringe and hate myself even more. I feel absolutely and utterly pathetic. Like a fucking waste of oxygen.
Self-sabotage has always been one of my strongest qualities. I always get hit with the: "But you look fine" and "Where's the problem" :/Yes, and I believe anyone else can find a really good reason to hate me too if they tried. I really try my hardest to make sure other people hate me too though annoyingly, it doesn't always work out and people don't believe that I'm as bad as I say.
I do the same thing!Unfortunately, yes. Sometimes I'll actually literally say to myself, "I hate myself" sometimes dozens of times a day . Sometimes I get used to saying it so much, that I'll say it out loud, just walking down the street, and I'll worry that people heard me
Aww well then we can hate ourselves together then I'm sure I won't hate you as much as you doI do the same thing!
Give it timeAww well then we can hate ourselves together then I'm sure I won't hate you as much as you do