Do you hate life or yourself more?

[Moonstruck]

Myself, definitely. I'm indecisive and incredibly flawed. Lots of health issues. If I was prettier and thinner I'd hate myself a lot less. But my mind is still all messed up.

 

[ladolcemorte]

Well...I guess I would say myself. I don't hate life inherently. There are a lot of atrocities in the world, but there are good things too. But the thing is, I hate MY life because of mistakes I made. Mistakes I wouldn't have made if I had been smarter or better. So, yeah, definitely hate myself more.

Myself for not being able to make the most of my gifts or enjoy the diverse life I've had and for fucking up all the good things that have come my way.

Yes. This is me too. 100% yes.

 

[Bumblebee]

I think i equally hate both. Im shit and my life is shit. Every time i think maybe it will get better it gets shitter. Ive hated myself since i can remember and over the course of 3 years i now i hate life itself just as much. Even if im not suffering in my life other people are suffering in life and i find it cruel

 

[Sweet emotion]

I hate life more. I didn't give myself this awful painful condition I have. Life did.

 

[noctiva]

Both? Is that a valid answer?
I hate myself, my depression and my attachment disorder. If I had the money and time to get that fixed, I would be great.
Life because it doesn't give breaks to adjust, deal, learn to cope. You've been beaten down, does anyone give a shit about that, let's you rest and sort yourself out until you're better and stronger? No. You still get all the shit, bills, work, laundry...

 

[Lotus1818]

I think it's life for me. Nothing brings me joy anymore. I don't look forward too anything in life. The pain from my body is slowly making me insane. I am more scared of life then of death at this point. Waking up with this strange feeling in your stomach sucks.

I just want it to be quiet all the time so I can think. But there are loud sounds everywhere and you always have responsibilities. There is no time to rest or to think.

 

[Sparrow's Song]

I hate myself more.

 

[Dazedandconfused32]

Me, Myself and I.

 

[Reyki6667]

Life, this world, which forced me to live a non functional body.

 

[19.]

Neither. I'm just so confused, I'm not exited about life, and I want it to stop.

 

[ninthhokage]

I hate myself. Because of who I am, it has caused nothing but problems in life.

 

[itistimetoleave]

Life. I love myself - I am smart, ambitious, loving, funny. I could have had such a beautiful life. Life has been very unfair to me.

 

[Essence]

I don't hate the young and innocent girl that was born and grew into a beautiful child. I don't hate how playful and joyful she used to be. I feel horribly sad for her. Sad that she ended up in such an abhorrent existence. I look back on my life and see nothing but failure, regrets and pain. Everything was a waste. What was the point of it all? I wish I could have given her a better shot at this, I failed her, I am sorry for her. I don't hate who she was, I hate who I am now. I love life.....I just don't know how to find my way through it....

 

[Hotsackage]

I hate my brain. Ocd has turned into a pile of shit

 

[DoNotLet2]

definitely life. Maybe I am soft but life is bad.

 

[Toxicandtired]

I hate myself, but genuinely go back to child birth. We all start the same way. It's life that takes and molds us into monsters. Life and experience is what makes us toxic, mentally ill, depressed, anxious. So in technical terms I hate life.

 

[brainpain2]

Myself. Life hasn't been kind to me but maybe if I tried harder or made better decisions or had better foresight or wasn't just a sack of garbage in total I could have gotten through it.

 

[bpdandme]

Myself - if I didn't self sabotage and have crippling mental health problems then I could at least function. I think there is a lot of beauty in life but I can't experience or enjoy because of who I am as a person.

 

[LMLN]

My life. I don't hate myself at all, just my life circumstances.

 

[elsilbon]

I hate myself, I hurt people close to me, I'm selfish.

 

[Hhhhhh]

I think I ruined it for myself. At one point I really loved life despite all my mental illness. Then I gave into hate and pain and it permanently ruined me.

 

[Busdriver]

Definately life, full 100%. I am too weak for this life and I didn't choose to live. I can't help being weak. If I give 1000% effort, I get a return of 1%. I have tried to upgrade myself..and the return is 1%. Before it was 0,5%.

I really don't hate myself anymore. I didn't choose any of this and cannot help to consist of weak body tissue/material and being forced to fight in the arena of life, ready or not, where competition is fierce and unfair.

 

[highlyvolatile]

Both

 

[Aliali1992]

My self and i feel just like you

 

[Fadinglife]

Life.

 

[Steamm]

I hate myself

 

[nirvana133]

Life has many bad/good experiences. I don't see all negative in the world, however i don't belong here. For me it has been a downward spiral since the beginning. I never belonged here, and i never will. Being born was a mistake. All im hoping is this nightmare will end soon, but i wish the best for everyone else.

 

[90sAesthetics]

Myself, by far. So many others have taken life and done something with it. I can't seem to do that.

 

[Shinbu]

I dislike reality of what it enables. It enables the terrible shit, and lifeforms have to suffer because of it. Sure there is good, but it is largely outweighed by the bad. All lifeforms got bodies to take care of. We have to eat, and drink to not suffer. We have to deal with diseases, and getting old. Reality can go fuck itself. Once I'm gone, this nightmare is over for me.

 

[BPDbitch]

Both, especially myself.