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etherealspring
can someone just kill me already
- Mar 27, 2024
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i think my parents would say something along the lines of "life is hard, get a helmet"
it's not that they don't love me, but i don't think they take mental health seriously if u get what i mean. they know that im unhappy but ig they wouldn't know it was to this extent and i have no intention of opening up to them bc i always ended up feeling worse after doing so in the past
my friends know that im suicidal, and they say stuff like "i want / need you here with me."
and ik that they only have good intentions but i always end up feeling miserable afterwards bc ive reached a point where I'm fated to CTB, probably before the end of this year. i feel like i dont have a future and quite frankly, i dont want one either. hanging on is only becoming harder and harder everyday. ive tried to change but it's completely useless
it's not that they don't love me, but i don't think they take mental health seriously if u get what i mean. they know that im unhappy but ig they wouldn't know it was to this extent and i have no intention of opening up to them bc i always ended up feeling worse after doing so in the past
my friends know that im suicidal, and they say stuff like "i want / need you here with me."
and ik that they only have good intentions but i always end up feeling miserable afterwards bc ive reached a point where I'm fated to CTB, probably before the end of this year. i feel like i dont have a future and quite frankly, i dont want one either. hanging on is only becoming harder and harder everyday. ive tried to change but it's completely useless