Discussion Do you ever feel like you dont belong here?

[FoxSauce]

Idk this has been on my mind for a while.
Ive seen so many stories and I feel like I havent suffered enough to be here?

Idk if its imposter syndrome or whatever but it lingers. This might sound selfish in my part and Im sorry it does but I have nobody else to blame for my mental health. At the beggining it was but now I cant blame on anyone else. I guess is easier to point fingers at someone else than myself.

Idk if anyone feels the same way? Or im just being self absorbed or even egotistical.

I just wanna know if theres other users her who feel the same way?

 

[CarbonBased]

I have the exact same thing. I have never been abused, my parents have always been and still are nice to me, I wasn't bullied, don't have any serious health issues or financial problems. I simply feel tired. I see no good reason to pursue any goal. Even minor challenges in life don't feel worth overcoming. I just want for everything to stop. I want to be Nothing

 

[gonnactbverysoon44]

I feel the same way. Compared to the other stories i heard on the forum, it makes me look ungrateful. But not everyone decides that they will ctb because of what they went through, some people just dont want to live. Some people simply lack the spark to keep living. All my life, i had a different perspective at life. I have had suicidal tendencies since the age of 7! Perhaps genetics or external factors have a play in this im not sure, but for whatever reason i felt like living was an option for me and i always wanted to die and leave the planet.

 

[Forveleth]

This is not a contest. There are no requirements or qualifications for being here. So long as you are not pushing pro-life propaganda or being mean, you belong here.

 

[hurts2b]

Very seldom do I ever feel like I belong anywhere at all.

 

[foreverfalling]

We are all here for the same reason. Your suffering is as real as every one else's.

 

[Spite]

Always. I've never felt like I've belonged here in this world. My autism and crippling social anxiety makes me feel like I'm some sort of non-human entity that was never supposed to be here.