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LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

Specialist
May 7, 2025
395
I must add that my homicidal rage is often a fleeting thing.
Just lasts for a short time and then I feel balanced again.
I don't think I'd act on the feelings, for many different reasons. One being the very poor quality of prison food 😄

But there's obviously evil people around who are shamelessly evil , believe in might is right and don't really conceal their vileness.
My favourite revenge movie

 
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Tobacco

Tobacco

Efilist. Possible promortalist.
Jan 14, 2023
227
I've had intrusive thoughts about it before. I was going through a spiritual crisis and my then holy texts (Hinduism) claimed that a holy man could kill someone and not have to pay karma for it. Also, in some portions it said that one should let thoughts come and go without judging them, and what came to my mind back then were thoughts of me attacking people with a machete.
 
Naz667

Naz667

Member
Dec 9, 2025
14
I think the idea could be interesting. Watching the life leave someone's body would be unique and if I'm CTB anyway, who cares. However my mind usually always goes to their close loved ones. I'm not just killing someone, I'm am servering a knot that connects so many things. I don't know if I would want to inflict such mental trauma like that.

Now you may be asking, "well why do you want to CTB if inflicting mental trauma on alot of people is bad?" I have a simple reason: double standards <3
 
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mittymittens

mittymittens

let's make it quick, ok?
Jun 11, 2023
79
I must admit I do. No one in particular I should add.
I just feel angry that I got an exceptionally shitty deeply painful life and I see obnoxious people that got everything and they aren't grateful they're still fucking horrible. In fact people with everything seem to be more bitter and twisted than those with nothing. These people will always win and they'll always twist the rest of us round their fingers.

It's just a fucking joke. There is no dignity in being downtrodden, anyone who doesn't wish to participate in this purgatory should be entitled to voluntary assisted euthanasia. Life isn't precious it's cheap AF.
only once, and it was a long time ago when i was a kid. wasn't something serious like id acc go thru with it but it was something i fantasized ab bcus i was extremely jealous and resented/hated them alot. in hindsight it was pretty misplaced.
 
cme-dme

cme-dme

Ready to go to bed
Feb 1, 2025
503
I sometimes imagine taking a CEO of an awful company or a politician with me but I would never actually do such a thing because I know its still wrong at the end of the day.
 
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Spite

Spite

Nil desperandum
Aug 20, 2025
110
A bit scared to admit it but yes I do sometimes have these thoughts - mostly targeted towards specific individuals who have caused me tremendous hurt and suffering.
 
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