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Discussion do you care what clothes you die in?

interna

interna

o7 o7 o7 o7
Dec 1, 2025
52
title. do you care?
personally i don't, im probably dying in a hoodie and some sweatpants. i know some people stress over and plan their appearance before dying.
 
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Catscratch

Catscratch

I want to self harm but i hate pain
Oct 2, 2024
11
Yes. I want to wear an good outfit even when die
 
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vyvanceandvodka

vyvanceandvodka

Member
Jan 7, 2026
58
I never thought about it until I saw posts on here discussing what clothes they want to die in. Now it got me thinking. But when I'm feeling really suicidal, I'm not thinking about what I'm wearing lol
 
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Baisley

Student
Jan 18, 2025
149
I don't care. Since I have been in this funk and depressed, I don't care how, I look at all. I used to be pretty and took care of myself and now I have lost so much weight, I look like a concentration camp victim, I don't do anything with my hair, and don't wear make up.. I barely function and just eat and sleep thinking of ways to CTB.
 
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IsolatedChaos

IsolatedChaos

Member
Dec 25, 2024
52
Oh, absolutely, I'm a fashionista, no way in hell am I dying without my style lol
 
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BullsDon'tFly

Member
Dec 29, 2025
38
Not very much. There was a thread of an AMA by a mortician where he/she stated that it is very common for dead bodies to release... anything they've got inside, basically.
Feces, urine, maybe blood from nose, liquids...


If you plan to CTB and desire a funeral, I wouldn't suggest to wear the clothes you want to appear in when doing it.
 
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A_Lost_Feeling

Member
Jan 4, 2026
15
I know its not going to be pretty, but id atleast like to be presentable, I plan to get my hair/beard cut and wear nice (ish) clothing
 
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Dawnfang11

Dawnfang11

Fate calls to us all
Dec 21, 2025
57
As a trans woman, I have a... difficult relationship with my clothes. My parents are pretty resistant to it (especially me wearing dresses), so back when I was pretty adamant on ctb, it was important to me that I die in a dress. So it would be the last thing my parents would see me in. So they remember me that way...
 
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Drogon

Drogon

Lost And Gone Forever
Aug 16, 2025
88
Jeans and a T Shirt
 
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Fadenself00

Member
Sep 21, 2025
68
naked-gang, rise up ! 🙈
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,370
To an extent. I want to be clean but, nothing fancy. I'll go for comfort over fashion- same as in life.
 
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monetpompo

monetpompo

you've got everything now
Apr 21, 2025
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Dawnfang11 said:
As a trans woman, I have a... difficult relationship with my clothes. My parents are pretty resistant to it (especially me wearing dresses), so back when I was pretty adamant on ctb, it was important to me that I die in a dress. So it would be the last thing my parents would see me in. So they remember me that way...
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transphobic parents.... grrr.....

i share most of my clothes with my sister because we're the same size so i think i'm going to die in pajamas or clothes she doesn't wear so she isn't mad she can't wear a specific pair of jeans anymore. i'm pretty sure i'll die closeted to my parents because it's just another thing they'll assume i'm going to hell for. i'm pretty sure they'd kick me out of the house if i told them.
 
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lawlietsph

lawlietsph

can we be done here
May 6, 2023
346
no, not at all.. actually i don't care about nothing, none of my stuff, i just want to die :(
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
1,970
I want to be relatively comfortable and not look like a slob so yeah kinda....
 
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Dawnfang11

Dawnfang11

Fate calls to us all
Dec 21, 2025
57
monetpompo said:
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transphobic parents.... grrr.....

i share most of my clothes with my sister because we're the same size so i think i'm going to die in pajamas or clothes she doesn't wear so she isn't mad she can't wear a specific pair of jeans anymore. i'm pretty sure i'll die closeted to my parents because it's just another thing they'll assume i'm going to hell for. i'm pretty sure they'd kick me out of the house if i told them.
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Yeah I get the pajama part lol. I'm so sorry that you have to be in the closet. Everyone should get to be themselves. Sending lots of love your way. I hope you find a way to be happy, or that whatever lies beyond is kinder to you. I wish you peace, friend <3
 
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AcrobaticSilky

AcrobaticSilky

To A Kinder World
Dec 21, 2025
12
I'll probably be wearing headphones, something comfortable, and a tarp to minimize the clean up inconvenience. Depending on the method, also a printed out copy of DNR paperwork. But I'm leaning towards the firearms method so that might not be a concern if my aim isnt horrible.
 
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Sphinxi

Sphinxi

Member
Jan 4, 2026
97
I always tried to dress well in public, so I'll probably wear something nice when I die. I imagine having that shit on also makes the experience less traumatic for anyone that watches you die and/or cleans up your corpse
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Visionary
May 10, 2025
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no, I dont care, I will wear what I always wear
 
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BillyBob

BillyBob

Student
Jun 14, 2018
182
Do not care one bit what I will CTB in. I just normally wear a hoodie and trackpants with some thermals. Nothing special or branded.
When I CTB I would rather feel comfortable for my final moments then anything else.
 
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badenddonuts

badenddonuts

Member
Dec 31, 2025
29
i think i care more about what i'll be buried (if i get buried) in, but i do care about my last outfit as well. i don't want to wear something uncomfortable or ugly. my current plan is a button-up and a pair of jeans i like with my favorite cardigan. but the way i dress is fairly important to my identity, so..
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,320
I will die in whatever I happen to be wearing the day I decide to go. So no.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,931
Will just be wearing a pair of shorts
 
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squillykilly

squillykilly

Stupid Chud
Dec 15, 2025
52
interna said:
title. do you care?
personally i don't, im probably dying in a hoodie and some sweatpants. i know some people stress over and plan their appearance before dying.
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I want to wear one of my favorite hawaiian shirts to atleast go out comfortably
 
ceelobling

ceelobling

Student
Dec 29, 2025
121
Not at all, my focus is to ctb. I don't care what I'm wearing, and no one who finds my body is going to care either.
 
Deepdense

Deepdense

Student
Dec 30, 2025
127
I'd dress up in a full clown outfit. I find it funny that someone would find a dead clown.
 
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VitriolLD

VitriolLD

Member
Dec 19, 2025
8
Well I don't want to die naked, obviously. But wouldn't be particularly well-dressed either.
 
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InBetweenTheBars

InBetweenTheBars

Member
Jan 8, 2026
9
I have always wanted to die looking beautiful for some reason, so I do care. My plan is to wear my favorite dress and lipstick, It'll be the last time I dress up after all
 
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Realog11

Specialist
Dec 4, 2025
372
interna said:
title. do you care?
personally i don't, im probably dying in a hoodie and some sweatpants. i know some people stress over and plan their appearance before dying.
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Im just gonna be wearing any clothes
 
nitrogenous

nitrogenous

Just wanna break free of all suffering
Dec 26, 2025
81
I mean ideally I want to die in comfortable clothes, don't want to spend my last moments being distracted by how a certain fabric or tag feels…
 
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InevitableDeath

Already Dead
Jan 4, 2026
217
I imagine it will be the same clothes as I wear every day. Depression isn't a great stylist.
 
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