Do u hate being disabled?

[shaggy_dooo]

Like anyone of u guys that are disabled due to a physical or a mental illness and you're just maybe sitting in your house like wtf am i living for what am i supposed to do why dont i just die or kill myself thats me everyday i wanns get high everyday bc i cant stand my head and i cant go outside and im isolated and i wanna go away from this fucking place of pain away from anyone who ever hurt me and away from everyone that way nobody will hurt me again.

 

[unluckysadness]

Yes I hate it. Fortunately I'm not in a wheelchair or something else, but my physical and mental condition are not suitable with an acceptable life.
As you, I just want to be in peace. I guess that I must be very strong because I've experienced so much pain / stress / anxiety / traumas for decades (you cannot imagine what I endured) and I'm still here in this shitty life. Knowing that other people are in huge suffering helps me to cope.

I really wish you can find the peace you deserve.

 

[gunmetalblue]

Very, sadly, relatable.

 

[hurts2b]

Yes. Same. Employment is impossible, friendship is impossible. Living is impossible.

 

[Hystearical]

Yes it's hellish

 

[thelostautistic]

I hate it so much. Getting through every day is so hard.

 

[insectontrial]

Yes. My disability is the reason I was abused in my childhood and is the reason I am unemployed as an adult. I'd have lived a completely different life without it. I actually don't think I'd want to CTB in a life without my condition because none of the aforementioned circumstances would have ever come into effect.

 

[inpainnosleep]

Yes. Especially the new neurological disabilities that suddenly came along. I was already on disability for mental issues and autism. The new issues is why I want to cbt. My life was limited before that but I still enjoyed a lot of things and did everything on my own (except for driving) and had social life that had gotten better.

 

[peacebenow]

yes. I used to empower myself by how strong I was but have reached a point in life where I am broken and done and need peace. Truly don't know what else to do as I cannot go on.