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shaggy_dooo

shaggy_dooo

New Member
Jan 26, 2026
2
I feel hopeless about my future and my life neglected and struggling my health is gone what do u guys do when yall feel like yall gonna 💀 how do ya cope w yall pain i love pouring some glasses of beer i would love to try marihuana does anyone relate? Its only when im sober that i care too much about everything 💯
 
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GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
238
i love beer and tequila and being so drunk i forget i exist
 
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glided~hydrangea

glided~hydrangea

Member
Jan 2, 2026
28
I feel hopeless about my future and my life neglected and struggling my health is gone what do u guys do when yall feel like yall gonna 💀 how do ya cope w yall pain i love pouring some glasses of beer i would love to try marihuana does anyone relate? Its only when im sober that i care too much about everything 💯
Yess. Absolutely bro. Alcohol is my shit I love me a good beer. Carts and vapes and pills are really good too—especially when it's more difficult to get the hard core stuff. It really does help take the edge and stress of life off lmao.
 
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BigTimeLoser

BigTimeLoser

Grew screwed, so I screw up everything
Mar 6, 2026
13
Used to love being stupid drunk, then get fucking high on several kinds of dope at the same time, loved that..
But the hangover part and extra depression made me more miserable..
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
6,497
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wasphyso

wasphyso

Weird gender thing
Nov 1, 2023
16
I really love doing mushrooms. The high is incredible. It's one of the times when I can forget everything that's happening and just listen to music while watching the clouds and trees. It's pretty great. But getting drunk is pretty nice as well.
 
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Proceed

Proceed

Nobody
Dec 16, 2025
43
I love getting drunk. I oddly enjoy being hungover too.
 
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pineapplepenapple

New Member
May 13, 2022
2
Getting high just makes me feel dizzy and not at all relaxed, so I avoid using weed.

Getting drunk enough to fall asleep is fantastic, I love me some good liquor.
 
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l1ablemistakes

l1ablemistakes

Wasted potential
Feb 16, 2026
148
Love a good bottle of wine. I'm best friends with weed. It numbs me and makes me stop thinking.
 
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negi-maguro

negi-maguro

Anarresti
Mar 2, 2025
34
Beer, fortified wine, rum, cocktails, I love them all. I rarely get drunk though because it's expensive here, but it always feels nice. I've always been a bit curious about mushrooms and opioids too, but I have zero access to anything like that. I've always wanted to try getting high before I CTB, but my time is running out.
 
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lysergamide

lysergamide

SO YOU WANNA BE A TRAILBLAZER
Oct 2, 2024
58
I love getting high but god is it expensive and sometimes gets me into impossible situations. I lost my debit card due to being too high, lost paper money due to being too high, losing my long and short term memory due to being continuously high. Unless you're really gonna kys i don't recommend
 
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UninformedLover

UninformedLover

"Don't mess with The Amazing Spider-Man!"
Nov 12, 2019
343
I love getting so drunk that I can barely stand or form a coherent thought. It really helps to deal with the pain and my ocd.
 
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wine is fine but

whiskey's quicker
Jul 26, 2025
80
i love midori and coke, but for the most part, i do not drink . . . and only have prescription medications

i spent my first 35 years virtually asleep, and from 25 to 35, i was light headed almost every day. people would pay good money to feel the way i did, but it is only fun when you actually want it :)
 
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thelostautistic

Experienced
Jul 31, 2025
213
Drunk all the way. Alcohol makes me feel less autistic
 
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eatantz

eatantz

I luv dolls
Nov 4, 2023
578
LLOVEEEEEE BEING HIGH!!!!! I've been smoking daily for about 5 months now and its helped me sm, litch the only reason I'm not dead yet
 
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plast1c_sk1n

plast1c_sk1n

no longer human
Jul 4, 2024
45
I love being drunk, it gets rid of my anxiety and lets me actually interact with people and talk and have fun and be fun to be around.
Being high was a somewhat unpleasant experience, just made my skin all tingly & gave me the feeling that I was asleep and awake at the same time.
Cigarettes don't do that much for me but I like the smell of smoke & the act of smoking is relaxing.

I like alcohol the best, vodka is my best friend, I wish I could be drunk all the time.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,695
I used to drink a lot but 1) it was expensive and 2) it just made things worse. Addictive substances just are not worth it for me.
 
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rainbowpuker

rainbowpuker

Member
Feb 15, 2026
45
Getting high , vaping weed , I disconnect from the main frame and then I can take a passenger seat and relax , it takes my thoughts down a level adhd and bpd , is difficult to live with ! I just want peace , safety , and calm , but for me weed for the win

I do not consume alcohol due to family trauma involving it
 
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RosebyAnyName

RosebyAnyName

Staring at the ceiling for 6 hours
Nov 9, 2023
430
Been a while since I've done weed or shrooms, and not using these substances just made me bored. I should pick them up again, been especially looking to try shrooms again since I had success with them before.
 
Electra

Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
588
In acute stages - it's the only thing that can keep me here.
Other than that - maybe with good friends for fun.
Edit: wishing for what I have written in my little text box near my name and photo haha
 
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zulcywulcy

Member
Oct 10, 2024
51
I feel hopeless about my future and my life neglected and struggling my health is gone what do u guys do when yall feel like yall gonna 💀 how do ya cope w yall pain i love pouring some glasses of beer i would love to try marihuana does anyone relate? Its only when im sober that i care too much about everything 💯
im gonna die high
 
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