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aztexi

aztexi

Unfair
Feb 5, 2025
11
Do actually people around you know that you are suicidal? Or you just keep it secretly.
 
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bananaolympus

bananaolympus

Specialist
Dec 12, 2024
394
They know because of my past attempt
 
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curiouscvnt

curiouscvnt

Member
Nov 20, 2024
62
2 peers/friends of mine have known that I've thought in detail about ending my life and wanted to, but not that i currently have the means to end my life, or the extent to which i have planned. i try not to talk about about it too much (i.e. more than it takes for us to be able to carry on a conversation, which is not more often than every 2 months or longer)
 
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Jorvak

Jorvak

Student
Feb 7, 2025
103
Nobody in my life even realizes i have crippling depression. I'm able to put on a good enough act.
 
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NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
568
My parents, sister and my psychiatrist know. I don't really need to hide it, because I know none will ever take any serious action.
 
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OutcastsAlwaysMourn

OutcastsAlwaysMourn

Black heart
Feb 9, 2025
33
People always assume you're just attention seeking until the moment you finally go through with it, then they all act surprised.
 
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youwantapizzame

youwantapizzame

New Member
Nov 6, 2024
3
Do actually people around you know that you are suicidal? Or you just keep it secretly.
Some of them do, yeah. But I don't think they understand that I'm serious lol.
 
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Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
983
Thankfully not anymore
 
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altkey

altkey

Experienced
Nov 18, 2024
202
Do actually people around you know that you are suicidal? Or you just keep it secretly.
In real life, I've only told one person, online, I have a few friends that know
 
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