I only ever drink alcohol (hard liquor) a couple times a year and I literally feel like I want to go out again to get drunk so I can give my mind a break from the suicidal thoughts. Is this a bad sign? Fuck not only am I lonely but I am concerned I have an alcohol addiction already by just drinking a couple times a year.
>feel like I want to go out again to get drunk so I can give my mind a break
That's the only reason normies drink
>Fuck not only am I lonely but I am concerned I have an alcohol addiction already by just drinking a couple times a year.
....No.
Alcohol addiction is where you drink so much every single day that your body literally cannot survive without alcohol in your system and you go into physical withdrawals if you try to slow down. Those withdrawals can be so severe as to cause delirium, grand mal seizures, or death.
You are not an addict you just have learned what alcohol is used for lol.
-ex alcoholic