DISCONNECTED FROM ALL

[Unattainable666]

I woke up this morning so disconnected from myself and my surroundings. I've been very quiet at work - quite honestly I can't talk to those assholes. I'm just waiting to be fired because Im not acting in a way they expect of me (they are so fake). I just stay to myself. I'm hoping I can last another 8 days until I get paid and then I can afford my cremation. I wish every night that I wouldnt wake up but that's not going to work. I've been depressed for so long I cant remember a time I didnt feel this way. This time is different. This time I;m ready to go. Thanks for listening

 

[FuneralCry]

It certainly would be ideal if there was an option to just choose to peacefully pass away, it's very unfortunate how that isn't the reality for us as humans. Never waking again sounds like the best possible outcome to me as it certainly can be so tiring feeling trapped here when you wish to leave. I hope that you eventually find the freedom that you are searching for.