Disappear

[rangerrabbit]

does anyone else have the mindset that dying just sounds a lot easier than living? I just feel like I'm not adding anything to this world and it'd be better off without me…

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

100 %

 

[almostoutofhere]

That's exactly why so many of us want to die

 

[BusTicketholder]

Yes, all I do is take and take but never give and I feel like a worthless leech that needs to die

 

[Zegers]

With or without you, it will be exactly the same.

 

[my-end]

does anyone else have the mindset that dying just sounds a lot easier than living? I just feel like I'm not adding anything to this world and it'd be better off without me…

The world could only be better off if you are running around being a horrible person. I myself feel I haven't been a good person and just don't produce desirable results in many situations. I don't intentionally cause harm, I either allow myself get into situations that will inevitably turn sour or by trying too hard to make something good for myself happen I seem to do the opposite.
As I've been knocking at deaths door lately I've come to realize, if one's not ready and accepting, SI will pose a huge obstacle. As I've done more research and practiced, I feel I've come up with a way to go through the SI, and now suddenly I'm having a good day.
My life hasn't changed one bit but focusing on actually going through with it, daily, the scales have evened out a bit instead of being heavily weighted to ctb.
That's just my take. Both suck...the option to leave is simpler than I realized and will always be there. Guess I'm going to see how I can start rectifying this wreck and see how tomorrow goes.

 

[Wannagonow]

Yes- but that's not the only thing pushing me to leave.

 

[SorrowMind]

not existing from the beginning sounds easier to me than dying.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Definitely. I'm not actually at all ashamed to say I want to take the 'easy' way out... (If only the actual act was easier though...)

Life just seems like a whole load of things I don't want to do. Plus- I don't see the point in. The only reason to go on seems to be so as to not to upset people. (Some of the same people who caused the problem in the first place. )

 

[outrider567]

does anyone else have the mindset that dying just sounds a lot easier than living? I just feel like I'm not adding anything to this world and it'd be better off without me…

Definitely

 

[FuneralCry]

Of course actually being dead is easier to deal with than existing as we simply won't be there at that point. The non existent have no concerns and nothing to worry about, they are incapable of having awareness at all. All of this is why the thought of being dead appeals to me so much. There are simply no disadvantages to being dead but when we exist we can potentially be tortured to extreme extents, so of course it's ideal to die. It's not a tragedy, to die is something so normal and inevitable but it's also such a beautiful thing. I don't wish to suffer and I wish for the inability to experience anything. There is no value to being trapped here in this world, it will just lead to inevitable problems but the thing that I have a true problem with is life itself so only death could be the solution for me.

 

[jessisme]

does anyone else have the mindset that dying just sounds a lot easier than living? I just feel like I'm not adding anything to this world and it'd be better off without me…

I'm pretty sure you are speaking for just about every member of this community.

 

[Huntfish34]

Yes, Exactly. I often say / think...... I should just do the world a favor and be Gone.