Diphenhydramine Hydrochloride/alcohol/drowning

[TimetoGo!]

I have tried to get Benzo's online (darknet) but could'nt get them delivered on time. Plus problems getting them to me.

I have found another sedation, but not as strong as benzo's. Diphenhydramine Hydrochloride 50mg x 20. a bottle of vodka and I have a hottub in my back garden big enough to lie down fully in. I am hoping it will sedate me enough. I also have Tie wraps hold hold my legs arms and neck under the water.

I have ran out of time, I need to go, I have failed twice but I am hoping this is finally the time. In the next few hours I am going to try again.

wish me luck guys, and I thank you all so much for being an honest and loving forum, I hope some of you find peace soon xx

 

[DeathSleep]

Good luck. I hope you find peace.

 

[GlassAlwaysEmpty]

The thing with Diphenhydramine is once you go over about 150mg it will lose its sedative effect and instead will start to make you delusional and you'll start to have crazy hallucinations.
It wont be a fun time at all, and if you do die your last few hours will be extremely unpleasant.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans and I hope you finally find freedom from all the suffering.

 

[TimetoGo!]

The thing with Diphenhydramine is once you go over about 150mg it will lose its sedative effect and instead will start to make you delusional and you'll start to have crazy hallucinations.
It wont be a fun time at all, and if you do die your last few hours will be extremely unpleasant.

appreciate that .......hence why I will be under water . I am not relying on diphen' on its own

 

[agonysgrin]

Yeah benedryl turns into a deliriant I took a bottle and saw spider legs as big as my ceiling...

 

[TimetoGo!]

Yeah benedryl turns into a deliriant I took a bottle and saw spider legs as big as my ceiling...

the main part will be drowning though

 

[GlassAlwaysEmpty]

appreciate that .......hence why I will be under water . I am not relying on diphen' on its own

What I'm saying is you'll probably not stay in the water, you'll probably start to hallucinate that there's spiders or something in the water with you and you'll want to jump out. Your mind wont be your own anymore if you plan to take such a large amount.

 

[TimetoGo!]

I wish you the best with your plans and I hope you finally find freedom from all the suffering.

Wish i would of spoken to you more , seen you alot on here..........i hope you find peace one day

 

[agonysgrin]

I have tried to get Benzo's online (darknet) but could'nt get them delivered on time. Plus problems getting them to me.

I have found another sedation, but not as strong as benzo's. Diphenhydramine Hydrochloride 50mg x 20. a bottle of vodka and I have a hottub in my back garden big enough to lie down fully in. I am hoping it will sedate me enough. I also have Tie wraps hold hold my legs arms and neck under the water.

I have ran out of time, I need to go, I have failed twice but I am hoping this is finally the time. In the next few hours I am going to try again.

wish me luck guys, and I thank you all so much for being an honest and loving forum, I hope some of you find peace soon xx

I bought weights one time to try and hold my neck down. Turns out I'm really fuckin bouyant

 

[TimetoGo!]

What I'm saying is you'll probably not stay in the water, you'll probably start to hallucinate that there's spiders or something in the water with you and you'll want to jump out. Your mind wont be your own anymore if you plan to take such a large amount.

i will be tied under...........im not taking over 1000 mg. ive only taken two now and i feel drowsy already

I bought weights one time to try and hold my neck down. Turns out I'm really fuckin bouyant

you need to be tied down , so coming up isnt an option,,,,,,,,,,I am 6'2, 14 stone,,,,,,,quite a big strong guy..........thats why being strapped under will give me no choice

 

[agonysgrin]

I bought weights one time to try and hold my neck down. Turns out I'm really fuckin bouyant

But I'm also shitty at tying basically a big failure at life and death...

But I'm also shitty at tying basically a big failure at life and death...

Best of luck dude!

 

[TimetoGo!]

But I'm also shitty at tying basically a big failure at life and death...

Best of luck dude!

No your not…….your an amazing person

 

[GlassAlwaysEmpty]

i will be tied under...........im not taking over 1000 mg. ive only taken two now and i feel drowsy already

you need to be tied down , so coming up isnt an option,,,,,,,,,,I am 6'2, 14 stone,,,,,,,quite a big strong guy..........thats why being strapped under will give me no choice

Well i'm sorry you've decided this is the only option you left.
I'm always sad that a person has to resort to taking their life and I'd love it if no one ever had to feel that this was their only way out of their problems ever again.

It's never too late to back out, but if you go ahead with it I hope its as peaceful as it can be. Take care.

 

[Aisley]

Hope it works out for you this time. God speed. Sorry life exploded at you.

 

[TimetoGo!]

Listening to Post Malone, reputation. Amazing song

 

[lebrodude]

You still with us op?