Venting Desperate

[moody_cupcakes]

So desperate to ctb but can't. Everytime i think things can't get worse, they do and my "support" system likes to kick me when I'm down. I can't take this pain anymore but don't have the courage to cut.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling so tired of suffering, I also just wish to be gone, it's so cruel to me how existing can easily get more unbearable. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[moody_cupcakes]

I understand feeling so tired of suffering, I also just wish to be gone, it's so cruel to me how existing can easily get more unbearable. But anyway I wish you the best.

I just don't understand how people can see you suffering and have no empathy yet claim to want what's "best" for you. Sometimes i think they are so uncomfortable with such deep feelings that they treat me like crap so they don't have to deal with it and I can just shutdown and leave. Existing is the hardest thing ever

 

[DeadNotSleeping]

For a lot of people depression is a completely alien thing to them. Anything that is outside the norm for them makes them so uncomfortable they lash out until that thing stops making them feel that way. It's so shitty and seems so fake when you have friends that say "I'll always be here for you" then turn around and make you feel shameful for how you feel.

Hopefully this place allows you to open up and get the support you need.