Desperate to find SN

[angelx616x]

Where would one buy SN in the USA oregon?

My fallback is to duct tape a couple plastic bags on my head and then both my hands so I cant undo it, but I feel thatd be rather painful?

Edit: im aware of exit bags however gasses are expensive and i have no car

I cant exist without constant extreme pain and ive been this way for 10+ years but I can't stand another day due to recent events, im taking sleep aid just to get a break from life or drinking or anything that makes me feel gone, I have BPD it's such extreme pain and i dont want the pain of a bad attempt but im so desperate

I wish someone could point me in the direction of SN for a successful attempt I keep crying just because of the stupid restrictions
Why do the suffering have to suffer more if they just want it all to stop

Please anyone
i know there's caution on this site but im a real person if you could PM me with a source
I need to leave urgently

 

[Ch4in3dcr0w]

Im not from US so i cant really give u any advice i saw a couple of people reccomending using yandex search engine but for all i know getting SN in USA is extremly hard and even if someone has any source they will most likely keep it private
For the plastic bag it will be rather painful because it will be extremly long for u to inhale all the oxygen left inside the bag on your own and the more time there is until u pass out the more likely it is that Survival instict will kick in. Something simullar to your fallback method is called exit bag and u pump alot of gases for example helium to replace oxygen while keeping the plastic bag over your head so u die quicker. I recommend reading PPH (Page 142 u can find it on the forum) on the exit bag method and also reading here on the forum when u unlock the search feature
Much love and good luck

 

[Eriktf]

Exit bag and inert gas megathread

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[Ann M.]

Where would one buy SN in the USA oregon?

My fallback is to duct tape a couple plastic bags on my head and then both my hands so I cant undo it, but I feel thatd be rather painful?

I've been trying to figure this out too. It was mentioned in the 'bible' article some countries to buy from but i don't begin to know where to find a place. So disappointing because I thought I really found something that could work, I just don't know how to get the sn.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace from suffering, I really understand finding it so torturous to exist, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing and it really sounds like you've suffered so much, I also just wish to be free from it all.

 

[Ezrazzle]

Also really struggling with this from Australia :((
Only been able to find one place where I could buy SN online and it had $200 shipping so I think it's a scam.

My backups right now are hanging (but that seems like it'll take 15 min to work), exit bags (I'm worried I won't be able to make it work), or actually travelling to the us where a gun might be more easily attainable haha.

You're not alone in this frustration. Here's hoping we can both find something that works! Hope you find peace~