Desperate to end it but have young children.

[everydaythesame]

Im desperate to end it all, i have young children who dont live with me but stay as and when. They only live around the corner so see them almost everyday. My head is so conflicted, i truly believe that they will be better off without me even though i have a close relationship with them and their mum. Every day i wake up and i just think, not another fucking day.

 

[CatLvr]

I would ask that you think long and hard about how your death would affect them. I have adult children that I simply cannot do that to (it's why I am still here). I know you hurt and I am not trying to guilt you into anything. Just ask that you try EVERYTHING you can to get through each day until they are old enough you can talk to them about what you feel and why.

 

[cryone]

if theres one thing I can guarantee, it's that they will NOT be better off without you.