Depression is my religion, it's all what I want to feel, it's all what there's for me to feel. I've tried to run away all my life, with no use. It's impossible for me to find meaning in my life.
I don't want to get "better", no more bribes to gaslight me into living, no more distractions, no more just exiting and suffering by myself alone.
I can't take it anymore, I won't take it anymore.
One day, I will be free.
I've already given up, me being dead or alive is irrelevant.
I don't want to get "better", no more bribes to gaslight me into living, no more distractions, no more just exiting and suffering by myself alone.
I can't take it anymore, I won't take it anymore.
One day, I will be free.
I've already given up, me being dead or alive is irrelevant.
