Depressed

[itsover090]

Has anyone here not left the house in years?

 

[sugarh1gh]

Well I have no one to look me after, so I have to go out occasionally. But I can go weeks if I have a chance.

 

[lkjhgfdsa1]

Months now :(

 

[AvwJ]

feels hard to come to terms with, but yes. since the lockdowns when covid broke out i kind of just withdrew and lost hope more and more. part of me really wants to gather the strength to be able to go out again if only to just try to get treatment but it makes me feel so overwhelmed and anxious. and then i get back to thinking i should just give up.

 

[Vicolo cieco]

Yes, I've been living like a recluse for at least 10 years.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I only go to the grocery stores and only because I have to. I don't have anyone to do that kind of shit for me. Other than that, I'm at home.

 

[floating_cloud]

Yes go buy stuff sometimes when extremely necessary since I'm alone and no one is there to help but mostly I'm at home can't bring myself to go out

 

[TheLovecraftian]

feels hard to come to terms with, but yes. since the lockdowns when covid broke out i kind of just withdrew and lost hope more and more. part of me really wants to gather the strength to be able to go out again if only to just try to get treatment but it makes me feel so overwhelmed and anxious. and then i get back to thinking i should just give up.

I honestly feel the same. Going to do the whole self improvement song and dance again for my anxiety but it's like my brain resorts to being self destructive. Idk why I feel so unmotivated even though I want more out of life. Maybe I just subconsciously think that I won't be able to do it? Fuck if I know, but I don't want my family/ myself to be disappointed in me. I wish you the best regardless of what you decide to do.

 

[DeIetedUser4739]

I used to rarely leave the house and always liked going places before the depression hit, now I go out almost everyday and still feel nothing.