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crimson blue
My demons haunt me
- Sep 29, 2022
- 90
Much of my life I've been depressed and made mistakes that haunt me every night, I really hate myself and often wonder if it's worth staying alive, I've been hurt and I've hurt others and I don't ever think either party wanted to. Words can really do a lot of damage, living is really complicated. I like people but I have a hard time opening up to them. I would like to never wake up again. I am so embarrassed to write these things but I need to get them off my chest, sorry about this. I hate myself too much.