December

[GreenTree]

Hate this month. Used too love it before major depression took over. I want to hang myself but not in my parents house. I'm so desperate. Everyone else will be loving Christmas.

 

[jodes2]

It'll pass I hope you feel better soon

 

[TimetoGo!]

Hate this month. Used too love it before major depression took over. I want to hang myself but not in my parents house. I'm so desperate. Everyone else will be loving Christmas.

Totally feel ya, and Im exactly the same!

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't care about Christmas personally. It doesn't affect my life in any way, it's just another day to me but I hate every single month of the year. All that life is, is just endless and unnecessary suffering. Even those who don't appear to suffer a great deal now will suffer eventually. After all, all that we are destined for as humans is to age and deteriorate and then just die. Only those who die are really lucky and I do understand that feeling trapped here can be so awful when all that you wish for is to leave. It really should be more straightforward for us to be finally free from this world, it's completely unfair how we have to struggle so much to leave this life behind that we never asked for in the first place.