Venting death

[unbelievablydead]

when i went to bed today, i felt dead. i don't mean tired, i mean my body felt like it was on it's last breath. idk how to explain it, but physically, i felt so ready to die. i just wish death could come and collect me already. i just want to plop down on the ground and be swallowed up by the earth. no pain, no feeling, just peace. forever.

 

[dust-in-the-wind]

Same

 

[Alexandra_]

I dream of death, I agree to any death, if only everything would end

 

[Macedonian1987]

I just wish death could come and collect me already - I've been saying that to myself so often and for so long that I forgot how many thousands of times I said that. But it seems that even death avoids me, like most people do. I find it extremely unfair that young mothers die by non-suicidal means, and they love life, While I which I'm a totally useless person continue living. If it were possible, I would have gladly donated my life to a dying mother with young children.

 

[woodlandcreature]

same here. i've never felt closer. it's like agonal breathing. might as well be dead already.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

i want to die as soon as i can get myself to do it. my suicide my Death will get me out of an upcoming hell a trillion times worse than the worst hell one can imagine. but they say i have to be grateful for this trap and that i can't hire someone to assist me with suicide or buy Nembutal etc to get out of this trap. i only fear failing and remaining alive with more brain damage. i know my Death will solve all my problems instantly and forever . i never wanted to be born never asked to be brought

i would never want to live even if i had no problems or had an average life or what they say is a "good" life . i don't want anything from this life and evil world. i will never want to live or exist under any circumstances.

why do i have to live even another second or do anything? i don't