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Scribble Fan

Scribble Fan

I'm out!
May 30, 2019
815
I have this weird romantic fantasy to fall in love with someone, gain deep understanding of each other and our struggles, then depart together on a beach at sunset with shotguns to our heads.

We'd stuff our faces all day too and watch favorite movies before dying.
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
lol I have no wishes left as long as ill be dead, im happy
 
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Roger

Roger

I Liked Ike
May 11, 2019
972
I have this weird romantic fantasy to fall in love with someone, gain deep understanding of each other and our struggles, then depart together on a beach at sunset with shotguns to our heads.

We'd stuff our faces all day too and watch favorite movies before dying.

Shakespeare had the idea first.
 
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HappyEnding

HappyEnding

Member
Mar 23, 2019
85
I honestly just want a bunch a meteors to take me out like they did to the dinosaurs at this point, lol.
 
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Imgonnahangmyself

Student
May 25, 2019
150
If I could I'd die from a fentanyl overdose
 
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Crystal Labeija

Crystal Labeija

Experienced
Jun 3, 2019
216
Die peacefully in my sleep. The one thing that is stopping me from suicide is my friends and family. I do not want to cause anyone pain. However, at some point, the pain will be so strong that I will just hope that they understand and be happy for me for no longer being in pain.
 
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my heart hurts

my heart hurts

Things could be worse, I guess.
May 29, 2019
112
I fantasize about skydiving without a parachute a lot. 40 seconds of blissful anticipation until an abrupt fade into nothingness sounds wonderful.
 
blueming

blueming

if we can stand outside the borders of time
Sep 21, 2018
253
I'd lie on my bed, listen to my favourite music, take N and drift off peacefully.
 
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BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
693
I'd like to be diagnosed with a terminal illness, so everyone around me is expecting it... But then suddenly pass much sooner than anyone thought so I don't have to wait until my time was due to run out. Like if there was some unexpected organ failure that people failed to spot.
 
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justanotherday

Specialist
Jul 22, 2019
397
If you could be taken off this earth in any manner you wish, how would you do it, or have it done?

It can be accomplished however you please, by whomever you choose, legal or not, accidental or intentional.
If you could be taken off this earth in any manner you wish, how would you do it, or have it done?

It can be accomplished however you please, by whomever you choose, legal or not, accidental or intentional.
Die in my sleep....
 
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Laststop

Laststop

Experienced
Jul 9, 2019
243
Violent one is where I save people. A group of baddies attacks innocent people, and I kill them all, but they get me too...hey...I saw too many action movies in the 80s! But the peaceful one is going to some place that's special to me, having a few drinks, or something to get me in a mellow mood, feeling no pain, and my mind is able to think back on all the things and times I did love in life. Things I know will never be again. But, for the end, envelop myself in it like I've never done before. Deeper and more realistic than I ever thought possible. Like being there, for real. Then take N, and fade away thinking and feeling the way I want to most, with nothing and no one to ruin it for me.
 
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k75

k75

L'appel du Vide
Jun 27, 2019
2,546
There are two things that rattle around in my head a lot lately:

1) To be strangled during good sex

2) To be put under for surgery and just never wake up
 
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Umbra

Umbra

Trans Girl
Mar 15, 2019
109
I'd forget at as soon as I die so why should I care? I guess in a way that's quick. Shotgun through mouth?
 
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Maravillosa

Maravillosa

Господи помилуй — мир в Україні!
Sep 7, 2018
690
Death fantasy #1: With my family and friends around me and a priest to give me the last rites (Confession, Viaticum, Apostolic Blessing), I take N, murmur some prayers, and drift off to eternal rest while beautiful music plays.

Death fantasy #2: Having been married in the Church that very day (Nuptial Mass, white wedding gown, lace veil, etc.), my new husband strangles me (per our arrangement) during wonderful sex (the only sexual intercourse I will have had). To die with an orgasm that lasts for all eternity. My husband will, of course, ctb shortly thereafter -- perhaps by blowing his brains out while having sex with my fresh corpse.
 
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Unlucked

Unlucked

Student
Jul 10, 2019
188
I'd want to o.d on the best drug possible. And then as my brain is releasing the highest level of dopamine biologically possible and I'm absolutely euphoric, I'd like to fall into a deep asleep and never wake up.
 
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thesongbird

Member
Jun 24, 2018
26
Like this scene from dark souls, I lay down in a overly complex and incredible structure with a cloth over my head, wait for who knows how long, until someone with a special sword made just for the occasion instantly kills me
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
848
I would like to die in a in a forest or in the desert. Anyplace that's natural. I would like to do about .5g of >95% pure heroin & if that somehow didn't do the job, I'd have a bottle of 25g of N. But 500mg of pure diamorphine would definitely end me; hopefully I could at least get a few puffs of a menthol cigarette in before I permanently nod out.
 
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Shamana

Warlock
May 31, 2019
716
I want to die wrestling a bear right after I made love to miss world.
 
Roger

Roger

I Liked Ike
May 11, 2019
972
I wish I was executed in public by slow hanging with a big crowd watching me hanging in my female clothes.

Contact the Iranian Tourist Board.
 
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Edward1

Edward1

Meh!
Sep 18, 2019
267
I'd lie on my bed, listen to my favourite music, take N and drift off peacefully.
This is exactly how I would envisage drifting into my long sleep.
I'd want to o.d on the best drug possible. And then as my brain is releasing the highest level of dopamine biologically possible and I'm absolutely euphoric, I'd like to fall into a deep asleep and never wake up.
What is the best drug possible easily available in the UK?
 
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Yorkshire91

Member
Aug 30, 2019
84
I'd like 1 last night of happiness and normality then just walk off into the most secluded place I can find, lay down & fall asleep to never wake up
 
RedAlert

RedAlert

Experienced
Sep 14, 2019
226
I would go to a cold place where there is a community of seals, then I would lay down and let them smother me to death. ..

Ort! Ort!
 
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Cutter3991

Member
Sep 22, 2019
12
In nature, after taking a hike and taking in everything. I'd take nembutal and lay down on the grass. And then fall asleep forever.
I absolutely love this. I would go to my happy place. Down in the gorge by the river. Get on a tube. Take something like Nembutal and float down the river while looking at the beautiful clear sky with my feet skimming the water until I drift off. The river is nice and slow so there won't be any mishaps before I go.
 
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sadgirl2002

sadgirl2002

Fallen Angel
Apr 9, 2019
452
I would take nembutal as I lie in nature with loads of beautiful flowers around me whilst my most beloved songs are played with my cassette player next to me. :heart:
 
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