Discussion death fantasies

[wanttodie]

This is intriguing, why?

love to die from being shot

 

[Dead beat dad]

If you could be taken off this earth in any manner you wish, how would you do it, or have it done?

It can be accomplished however you please, by whomever you choose, legal or not, accidental or intentional.

Death fantasy;
Take a plane to Tokyo.
Hang out in some crappy hotels sobbing and getting drunk, eating rancid cheese burgers and pizza.
Visit a hardware store red eyed and disheveled.
Take bus or hire a moped and drive out to Aiokigahara forest.
Walk around the forest drowning in self loathing, muttering to myself.
Fall down and twist ankle on a tree root.
No longer able to walk.
It rains and I get soaked.
Try and hang myself with my rope from the hardware store but pussy out.
Sit there for a day, miserable, shivering and really thirsty.
At night get really scared that the ghosts here will eat my bones forever and I'll still be alive, so scared.
Eventually fall asleep and dream of bliss and warmth, peace and comfort.
Wake up, it's a brighter day, birds and tweeting.
Have another go at hanging myself, take one last look at a picture I love, then realise I've lost it in the shitty hotel.
Frightened, alone and miserable to the core, with truly nothing left 'stretch out'.
Dying in pain, regretting it and not being able to get out, my last thoughts are sheer terror as I think I saw a ghost or maybe it was a bear.
Final living thought: 'how did the Yogi Bear theme tune go?'

Not the death I want, but the one I deserve.

I love all your stories of comfort and peace, I hope we can all find what we're looking for.

DBD

 

[Alucard]

 

[rata1]

If you could be taken off this earth in any manner you wish, how would you do it, or have it done?

It can be accomplished however you please, by whomever you choose, legal or not, accidental or intentional.

thank you for the question. it helps me to revive my imagination which felt asleep so long ago and which oonly comes back sometimes regarding the issue of ctb.
for "being taken off this earth" i imagine being on some kind of cliff or hill in sutropical landscape (i would have written south, but as the internet is world wide the word south would not have any sense) watching and contemplating my last and probably the best sunset ever above the sea not too far away. drinking a bottle of good red wine and smoke a last hand rolled cigarette (its like meditation). i yet would have taken hours ago that fantasywonderpill, that allows me and all of us to fall asleep in peace and tranquility without risk, without harm or pain. slowly i would lay down my head on the grass, take some last drags, watching the blue warm sky becoming more and more red from sunset, thinking one ore two last times about my life and what i missed and wasnt able to do, what my "illness" or "condition" made impossible to me, despite the fact that i was "alive" and "human". then i would get up like floating, entering finally, finally!!! the gates that lead to liberty and life in its original sense.
as its a fantasy world tht we are talking of, i would exchange my life (as a property if you wish) with someone who loves life and who is forced to lose it for what reason ever. life and world are cruel. there are people that love life, that are able to enjoy it but that nevertheless, because of the cruelness of terrestrial existence, lose it without willing it to lose. as i dont need mine, i would give my life to somewone who likes it and who would be able to benefit from it. thanks again for the nice thread. i wish you all all the best

 

[JohnUK]

I had a dream last night where I walked into the world of Games of Thrones. I eyed up Queen Cerci Lannister, she took me secretly to the tallest room of her castle, made love. The end of it I was told if this would be kept silent and secret. I agreed to anything to keep secret safe and was told to jump out the windows which I greatly agreed on and I did it and fell to my death.

If only that was real lol

 

[Euryale]

My cousin died after eating instant noodles before sleeping. Don't know how it would feel like but I like to die that way

 

[sunny.sativa]

My cousin died after eating instant noodles before sleeping. Don't know how it would feel like but I like to die that way

That's pretty wild. Your cousin choked on noodles??

I had a dream last night where I walked into the world of Games of Thrones. I eyed up Queen Cerci Lannister, she took me secretly to the tallest room of her castle, made love. The end of it I was told if this would be kept silent and secret. I agreed to anything to keep secret safe and was told to jump out the windows which I greatly agreed on and I did it and fell to my death.

If only that was real lol

Not gonna lie, this is ideal.

 

[Euryale]

That's pretty wild. Your cousin choked on noodles??

Not gonna lie, this is ideal.

He died in his sleep. The noodles expanded inside his digestive system and got stuck somewhere

 

[TheGoodGuy]

If I could choose any way it would be a way I wouldn´t even notice it like a CO leak so I would just fall asleep without ever even knowing what happened, but I don´t use gas for anything I just think this would be a nice way I have heard of it happening a few times in Denmark where people went camping and died of a gas leak.

Or to be a victim of a mass killer like the Washington DC snipers, just walking with my grocery bags and suddently to have my brains blown out by a perfect shot from a 223. caliber rifle without even knowing what happened. Of course this would only be good for me and wouldn´t be a good way for any parent to lose their child so the CO accident would be prefered since it would just be an accident with no one to blame.

Or to be hit by a driver while crossing the road and die instantly without having the time to respond, just really anything that would kill me without having the time to register what happened would be good.

 

[NemoZeno]

Had aspirations of dying on the battlefield by being a combat medic.
Still think about it. Dying in battle isn't as glorious as Hollywood skews it but my fantasy sure has it glorified to Hollywood standards up to 11.
I'd die by saving all of my ambushed platoon one by one. 7.62 AK rounds center mass doesn't mean shit: I took an entire magazine but still moved like I wasn't in pain or injured. The cavalry comes in and we're safe. No one died and no one was grievously injured except me after we leave the combat zone and my last words are Butch Cassidy's: "For a moment there, I thought we were in trouble." * Dies *

I like simple things so the "simplest" thing was if I just suddenly stopped being the next second. An instantaneous Thanos snap.

My absolute favorite is a Terminator fantasy.
In every single second of my conscious superfluous existence, I am visited by a badass looking warrior. The armor is Tsar Bomba nuke proof (slightly relevant) and can phase through anything if it wants to.
It knocks me out, takes me hostage (goes outside for the times when I'm inside), then broadcasts its presence by firing an M240 with unlimited ammo one handed Rambo style in all random directions (the bullets are real but are "smart" and predestined: if in the bullet's path there is a person or thing of value it immediately disintegrates so nothing of significance is damaged. What matters is the sound for shock and awe, not the effect. This is a fantasy after all why not create something nonsensically impossible). My unconscious body is at its side, a "hostage" for onlookers.
Shoots and terrorizes until several police/SWAT arrives.
Discards the 240, takes out a Deagle, shoots a .50AE right in my forehead, decapitates me, flies into 600ft into the air, yells audibly (has built in minispeakers that can pump out 240 decibels): "Praise Jesus. Repent of your sins. AKBAR ATARU!" then teleports away to the next "me".

When it teleports away, my body explodes. Then explosions go off in the sky ALL around the world. The explosions are nowhere near any aircraft, birds...nothing is in danger. Aside from the aforementioned areas being clear, the sky is blanketed in fire due to explosions like in Stargate Atlantis for...13 seconds. Anything with an "ear" (human ear, recording devices, whatever things insects have that detect sound) just listened to 13 seconds of terror (if such a thing is terrifying even though the phenomenon itself is not near enough to cause actual harm to anyone or thing; probably still is though to to how unexpected and unknown it is).
No one is harmed aside from the psyche of everyone but that's (ostensibly) temporary since there is no permanent damage whatsoever (all living things fine. Some glass, the ground, buildings etc here and there have bullet holes but nothing that can't be fixed in a couple of days or that causes a big inconvenience to anyone).

[Edit: Below written in paranoia]
Very violent (and crazy) that last bit huh?
I should probably die (even though i made no comment about harming others). "No way" I'm a well adjusted, law abiding citizen, right FBI?
Oh wait look where I'm at (suicide forum) and plan on doing (suicide only. No plan of mass shooting or harming anyone. My other internet forum writings that you could easily access have been the same thus consistent for years)!
Problem "solved". Now do your job and find the actual mass shooters/threat to society.

 

[JadedGray]

I would choose to die in my sleep from natural causes, being in a beautiful place like the Swiss Alps or the Fjords of Norway. My dream would be just to lay down observing the landscapes and then close my eyes and pass away with the last image I see, being the beauty of the nature around me and the setting sun.

 

[Umbra]

instantly

 

[Mort]

If you could be taken off this earth in any manner you wish, how would you do it, or have it done?

It can be accomplished however you please, by whomever you choose, legal or not, accidental or intentional.

I think it be sum were in Scotland i know of a place so remote that hardly any goes the . Just get up in the morning just before sunrise say mid summer as the sum comes up i just slowly evaporate. Turn to dust and gently blow away on a warm sunny breeze dam want to go to Scotland now LOL :D

 

[marcusuk63]

 

[CursedForDisaster]

I'd book a hotel then going out for a concert, get buzzed, share a joint with a stranger, have a good time, grab a bite then head back to the hotel and lay there a bit, think of every note that needs to be laid out, tips for the workers, money for possible vandalism and multiple backup plans (hanging is my ideal choice, I imagine I could break something and would need to find an alternative). I'd have a bath, while having a drink, smoking a joint and watching a show/movie with some music in the background then I'd get dressed and finish the night.

If I ever manage to find my own place I'd just do it there...but I can't see that happening anytime soon...

My fantasy is to just to have a final goodnight alone and for it to go out well planned.

 

[BridgeJumper]

Heavily drugged, hog tied and pushed headfirst off a tall bridge. A good fuck with my killer, maybe even rape, would be nice beforehand because Im trash

 

[Mart]

Go to another country, some beautiful forest near a stream, bleed out. That's not the fantasy though, thats the achievable part. The fantasy is doing it in a way where I don't have to cause pain or grief to anyone.

 

[want to die 25]

To hold the hand of my friend and to say goodbye.
And then to slowly fall asleep and not to wake up again.

 

[Orin]

To be transported to a realm where the LOTR universe is real; i'll volunteer as one of the front-liners for the cavalry charge at the Pelennor Fields.





Death!

DEATH!!

DEEEEEEAAAAAATHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[Kjo]

Idk if this counts as an answer, but I've wondered for a long time why science doesn't allow human testing if we willfully agree (obviously would not be okay for many reasons from "playing God" to corrupt greed forcing unwilling participants).

I like to imagine being a test subject to find the cure to cancer or something akin. Enduring countless trial and errors tested on me to save millions of lives... Whether I lose limbs or start to rot from the inside out, as long as it helps somebody who has the will to live...

 

[Final Escape]

Heavily drugged, hog tied and pushed headfirst off a tall bridge. A good fuck with my killer, maybe even rape, would be nice beforehand because Im trash

Damn lol!

 

[Scribble Fan]

I'd like to die thinking there is an afterlife paradise waiting for me to spend a blissful eternity with the ones I love, fulfilling all my dreams and more along the way. Doesn't matter if that's true or not.

Either that or dying in my sleep, not knowing I'm about to die.

These both alleviate the feelings of guilt derived from leaving the few I stay for behind. Otherwise I'd be outta here faster than Usain Bolt can sprint, haha.

 

[Hennessy]

It would be nice to be placed in a Roadster like Starman, and then I could cruise around in space for all eternity.

 

[Done182]

To die in my sleep.

 

[Alec]

Ultimately with my family but that won't happen. So with a heroin od and my music playing

I want to od with music playing too

 

[Soul]

I want to transform into music.
It's here
and then
it's gone

 

[ExitTheDay]

In the middle of the forest, either from a gunshot wound to the head or low suspension from a very thick tree branch

 

[RM5998]

In a huge explosion. On an island. That I own. While drunk.

 

[deltahead]

i've thought about this a lot. i'd like a drop hanging on some tall, abandoned building. i'd like for my fear of heights to evaporate, to make all the preparations expertly, with a sense of purpose. tie the rope around some kind of support beam and jump in through the unfinished roof. the result fall would either break my neck or decapitate me, which sounds kind of awesome. i definitely want to die alone, without anyone around me. maybe taking N in some quiet place and just drifting away, not afraid or anxious of anything. or hell, just shooting myself would be nice. anything quick. saving people is also a big thing for me, getting stabbed by a bunch of thugs and bleeding to death somewhere after fighting all of them off. of course it's a painful way to go, but it's so aesthetically pleasing i think i wouldn't even mind. that and the adrenaline would help with the pain. if someone is being killed or hurt or abused and i can directly help them, i see it as my duty to give everything trying to save them, especially my life. sure i'm using it as sort of a thinly veiled suicide mission, but it's fine. my country loves those good guy vs. bad guy kinds of stories, plus i'd get to feel like i've finally atoned for the sin of being alive.

jesus. i just realized i've actually spent years having these fantasies. i need to find out how to fucking do it already.

 

[GinaIsReady]

Ultimately with my family but that won't happen. So with a heroin od and my music playing

I LOVE your avatar! Method too!
I would spent the last couple hours of a sunny day on the beach on the Gulf of Mexico near Naples, FL, enjoying the sunset having a cocktail and smoking cigarettes. I'd be wearing an exquisite boudoir gown and shoes with heels higher than fuck. Right before the sun set, I'd strip and be nude. Right after the sun slipped below the horizon, I'd drink N and walk into the ocean, never to return, not even my corpse.