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wishing you all the best.
i hope you find peace. ❤️
 
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The night night method works! I just found my sweet spots and lost conscious for a few secs. If cornhole bags stay on my neck i'd be dead.
 
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I'm pro ctb myself, at least for me but not for someone else. Not sure how to describe it but that's just how I feel. A slight hypocrisy. You have no idea how relief I am to see your name popped back in online.
 
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Sounds promising, Deafsn0w! Do you feel any relief from the successful test flight?
 
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Deafsn0w

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2 hours left on this planet :)
 
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The night night method works! I just found my sweet spots and lost conscious for a few secs. If cornhole bags stay on my neck i'd be dead.
I'm really going to look into this method some more. Sounds like a way better alternative to traditional hanging.
 
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2 hours left on this planet :)
The way I see it, the only true oppressor is nature/life itself. Not a social or political movement could ever change that. Only in death are we truly free. When I get the courage to CTB I know that it will be a revolutionary act of sorts. A complete defiance of nature which is inherently brutal and unfair.

To defy nature is to defy all that is wrong with the world.
 
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I hate goodbyes. :(
 
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Kooz

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Night-Night.
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So glad you found your sweet spots. Give prime a high five for me and if I do get to see both of you, you best believe I'll come bearing hugs and Cornhole bags.
 
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So glad you found your sweet spots. Give prime a high five for me and if I do get to see both of you, you best believe I'll come besring hugs and Cornhole bags.
The cornhole bags are dispose to fit tighty on your choroid arteries right? When it comes to the tape, there is no skin contact am I'm correct?
 
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Kooz

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Just depends on how tight it is and how many bags you have. You could use three so you have a bag on the back of your neck. You still might touch the front of your neck with the ratchet or tape though since I shot for having the windpipe open.
 
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your pathologist

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And the countdown continues....
Goodluck deafsn0w
Let there be peace~
 
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Just depends on how tight it is and how many bags you have. You could use three so you have a bag on the back of your neck. You still might touch the front of your neck with the ratchet or tape though since I shot for having the windpipe open.
Thanks man. That method is genius. I'm going to seriously consider this.
 
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Kooz

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Glad that I could help anyone at all honestly. Everyone deserves the right to die.

Especially dying peacefully.
 
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I'm pro ctb myself, at least for me but not for someone else. Not sure how to describe it but that's just how I feel. A slight hypocrisy. You have no idea how relief I am to see your name popped back in online.
What if you knew someone personally like a friend who was about to CTB? Would you stop them?
 
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Glad that I could help anyone at all honestly. Everyone deserves the right to die.

Especially dying peacefully.
You are brilliant. I wonder if you should write Exit International or some other right to die organization. This method needs to be published in the PP eHandBook
 
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Kooz

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What if you knew someone personally like a friend who was about to CTB? Would you stop them?
Everyone has their own story and their own experiences. The people that truly want to die can not be stopped from committing suicide and I personally think it's selfish of me to try to stop them. Even if they're a close friend.

Doing so denies them the right that I believe that everyone should have. I can not change their mind and I will not try to change their mind.
 
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Everyone has their own story and their own experiences. The people that truly want to die can not be stopped from committing suicide and I personally think it's selfish of me to try to stop them. Even if they're a close friend.

Doing so denies them the right that I believe that everyone should have. I can not change their mind and I will not try to change their mind.
I feel the same way as you. I was just curious what that other guy would say cuz of his post.

I wouldn't stop anyone ether. Not a friend or family member. Even the ones I care about the most. I agree it would be selfish. Respecting someone else's right to go is apart of caring. Nobody should live as my personal human heroin needle if that makes sense.
 
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Kooz

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I feel the same way as you. I was just curious what that other guy would say cuz of his post.

I wouldn't stop anyone ether. Not a friend or family member. Even the ones I care about the most. I agree it would be selfish. Respecting someone else's right to go is apart of caring. Nobody should live as my personal human heroin needle if that makes sense.
I personally refer to it as "Suffer more so I suffer less". Though, I like the human heroin needle as well. Might use that in the future if it comes to it.
 
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I personally refer to it as "Suffer more so I suffer less". Though, I like the human heroin needle as well. Might use that in the future if it comes to it.
Thanks. I actually think you said it perfectly.

We get so addicted to these people that we lose sight of the fact that they are individuals with rights.
 
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Going to school now, hope everything works out for you, Deafsn0w.
 
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IchIsGone

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What if you knew someone personally like a friend who was about to CTB? Would you stop them?

It depends. I wouldn't stopped them if it only to make myself feel better.
 
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It depends. I wouldn't stopped them if it only to make myself feel better.
I understand. Personally I wouldn't. It would be a complete violation of their right to self determination. If I thought the method would fail I may talk to them about that certain method. I wouldn't go any further than that.

I was stopped before when a "friend" discovered my plans to buy a firearm then told my aunt. I was and still am devastated over what happened. He did it because he wanted control. He stole my Xanax and shit too so he musent have really cared that much about my wellbeing.

People always act in order to make themselves feel better. Even if it's out of altruism. It's unavoidable. We all do it. For me, I'd feel better knowing I didn't blow up someone's spot.
 
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=( I hope everything goes smoothly for you, and that you find your peace <3 Best wishes
 
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Jul 2, 2018
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Take care on your journey deafsn0w. I hope the universe treats you with the respect and kindness you deserve. Much love .
 
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Oct 18, 2018
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Deafsn0w, the likes, the legend.

May you rest in peace. And may your ride be smooth.
 
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Deafsn0w

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i'm gonna do it now bye
 
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Kooz

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Take care.
 
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