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Who thinks they will be dead before 2026 - how certain are you

  • yes - maybe

    Votes: 61 29.0%
  • Yes - likely

    Votes: 32 15.2%
  • Yes - with certainity

    Votes: 26 12.4%
  • no

    Votes: 91 43.3%

  • Total voters
    210
hmnow

hmnow

Experienced
Jul 29, 2025
290
Who thinks they will be dead before 2026 - how certain are you
 
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peewee

Specialist
Oct 16, 2025
351
hopefully
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Elementalist
Nov 12, 2025
833
No, but I don't want to see much of 2026. Hopefully no more than a couple of months.
 
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disabledaccount0452

*.✧ Que Sera, Sera ✧.* | 25y/o fem
Nov 25, 2025
312
Ehh maybe? Got everything for SN + Oxy sitting next to me. Now it's just about finding the right time and mood to get it over with...
 
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Claymore7274

Claymore7274

never meant to be loved
Oct 4, 2025
146
lowkey no i wanna see if Half life 3 is announced this year, Lol
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,342
i hope i will be dead before 2026 . the ultimate victory of all time
 
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disabledaccount0452

*.✧ Que Sera, Sera ✧.* | 25y/o fem
Nov 25, 2025
312
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PrismHon

PrismHon

Member
Mar 24, 2025
88
I was so certain I'd be gone by now. It's crazy how one can be so convinced something is gonna happen and then it doesn't...
 
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happy2die

happy2die

Student
Nov 5, 2025
102
i have to be gone by Dec 18th I don't have a choice
 
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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Warlock
Jul 3, 2025
712
I hope that I will be gone before 2026. Currently I am working on my list of preparations step by step and I make progress when the list is finished i wanna choose a date and do it,
one attempt - one dead
Thats my goal
 
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secretariat

Member
Mar 2, 2024
70
hoping for it to be february! lets see if i follow through
 
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Cyrene

Cyrene

Memento Mori
Nov 22, 2025
28
Hoping to go before Christmas! Just trying to get all the materials for SN.
 
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starboy2k

starboy2k

whhaazzzzzuuupppp
May 21, 2025
458
i literally have NOTHING to look forward to in 2026 that would convince me to stay alive, other than continuing being unemployed and miserable lmao
 
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FrustratedGirl

FrustratedGirl

Dying is the only option to end this suffering.
Nov 13, 2025
107
Just waiting for my SN and meto to arrive…
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,153
I don't want to see Xmas and 2026 but I need to be 100% sure. I have no hope anymore but SI keeps me here.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
966
I will either do it in 2026 or 2027. Im just too tired of it all. Tired of my poor health and being avoided by everyone because of my asperger's. Sorry mum and dad, this world is just not for me. ;-;
 
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angrybakunawa

Member
Nov 21, 2025
38
Doubt it but I hope I meet an accident that kills me
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,223
Certainly. More specifically in 3 days. Time to put the sn method, that I've put all my trust in, to a test.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,116
I wish more than anything as to never suffer in this torturous, dreadful and cruel existence ever again is just all I wish and hope for, for me only non-existence could ever be positive and desirable.

I always suffer so much from how peaceful death with no more pain and no more suffering is so cruelly denied for me as all I want is to be free from the abomination of existence, to me existence will always feel like a mistake and it's one that just causes endless amounts of harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for, I just want to be permanently unconscious with all gone and forgotten about.
 
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eternalpace

Student
Oct 18, 2025
197
I anticipate being dead within the next few weeks... The method is ready to go... It's just a matter of putting some last minute things in order.
 
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Oreki

Member
Nov 25, 2025
99
I've already died a thousand deaths, and yet I feel like my soul still has to rot even more, before I get the guts to ctb
 
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TheEndIsPeace

TheEndIsPeace

Member
Sep 27, 2025
88
Going to ctb by the end of the year.
 
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IDCAAEBM

IDCAAEBM

Already Dead
Aug 21, 2024
45
If I wait and CTB on my birthday, I'll have been born on and died during a full moon.
 
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JassieDusk

JassieDusk

To exist is to stand within reach of suffering
Oct 5, 2025
124
Most probably no. I am waiting to be "ready" which I probably never will be 100% due to SI, but I want my wish to die to be stronger that natural fear in that moment without me having to force myself out of a panic attack. I want to feel peace and relief in my final moments.

I have been waiting since my early teens, when I first started being suicidal. I think I am ready to go for a long time now and almost convinced my death will be self inflicted, I just don't know how or when. I am waiting for that sudden "switch" in my brain to happily cause my own death without my mind forcing me out of it.
 
Sasha Swift

Sasha Swift

Member
Oct 11, 2025
20
lowkey no i wanna see if Half life 3 is announced this year, Lol
Speaking of valve, I've started to look into getting a VR headset, the frame looks good, depends on the price. I hav+e no friends and I think butting my head against virtual people could help me find friends irl. + vr is just cool, something I want to try.
 
SchizoPolyGymnast

SchizoPolyGymnast

Paragon
May 28, 2024
929
I'm convinced nothing will kill me at this point.
 
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Ww42

Ww42

Experienced
Feb 24, 2024
292
Atp I'm almost certain to be dead. Once I can get a gun I'll be gone since it's easy to get one in America, I just have to save the money. I'm so tired of being here
 
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Hunter2005

Experienced
Apr 15, 2023
243
Maybe if I can find my method I'm definitely not doing sn. For all of us here we have to focus on stop the breath, the breath is the connector of the soul.
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

Wizard
Nov 26, 2025
652
I read the title in Yoda's voice.

I'll still be around till 2026.
 
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