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Bitter Almonds

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Jan 16, 2026
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1.4mg of cyanide per almond.
.5mg per kg of weight. (136kg)
That equates to about 48.5 bitter almonds in one sitting to ctb.

The reason you can't find bitter almonds in the states is that it is fairly easy to accidentally go over a safe threshold. small children can ingest lethal amounts in as few as 10 almonds.

40 almonds nearly killed a woman in a study I was reading - might have succeeded had she not gone to the hospital. (Funny enough, they gave her SN to cure the cyanide?)

Either way, I ordered about 2lbs of bitter almonds, and I'm considering how to prepare them. I also want to do about 70, just in case.

Any concerns about chopping or blending them into a smoothie or something? Or that maybe the milk in a smoothie would somehow make it less potent?
 
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ghosted1

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Jan 14, 2026
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I kinda want to try this!
Sorry I just realised, you were asking for advice and I impulsively commented this due to lack of sleep... I hope you find the answers you're looking for soon!
 
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Bitter Almonds

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Thank you for this! I'll dig in.

As far as what made me want to try this: availability, mostly. Cyanide is fairly reliable, reasonably fast. not painless, but I'm too tall for FSH, the night night method requires a lot of prep and no one can really seem to figure it out. CO method was my next consideration, but honestly I read the failed attempts and the fact that you can be messed up so long after a failed attempt is overwhelming.

I don't think I could make myself jump. I could get a gun, but I don't want to leave a huge mess or potentially traumatize my loved ones with seeing me like that.

I would do SN if I could get a hold of it but that seems impossible in the US now.
 
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FinalDestination

Here lies my hopes and dreams
Mar 10, 2020
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What a coincidence! I actually attempted last year with bitter almonds. It came to about 70g and just blitzed them in the blender with water. Truly tasted horrendous. So I just drank it at once and lied down to nap. Extremely high heartbeat but forced myself to sleep through it. After a few hours I assumed it just didn't work and went downstairs. When I came back up I must of passed out and woke up with a gash on my forehead from when I fell. I managed to get up and go back to bed since I thought this was it. I ended up just passing out a while.

I'm pretty sure it failed for me because it might not have been pure or heavily processed . But can see it working If it's the right stuff
 

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