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theneverending

theneverending

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Oct 27, 2024
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I will be attempting to ctb tonight, in a couple hours, I've chosen my method and written all of the notes I need.
 
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pariah80

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Aug 12, 2024
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If you're serious, then I wish you peace and serenity to see it through. 🫂
 
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itsnigh

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Oct 22, 2024
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Wishing you eternal peace friend
 
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vanillamilkshakes

vanillamilkshakes

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Aug 26, 2024
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I hope you find peace :heart:
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

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Jun 2, 2024
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we're here for you 🤍if you want to update. no matter the outcome, i'm wishing you peace and relief.
 
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canijo

canijo

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Oct 29, 2023
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Hey, you haven`t posted much, but some recent posts made it seem that you were not sure if you wanted to CTB.

Just wanted to let you know that if you are having a particularly bad day, i'm available to talk, even if you just want to vent stuff out, and i'm pretty sure much other people here too.

I don`t want to be intrusive, so i`ll just leave it at that. In any way, i wish you all the best, and send you a virtual hug
 
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theneverending

theneverending

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Oct 27, 2024
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I talked to a friend about a couple things and I think I've decided not to actually ctb, at least for now. My bad if I alarmed anyone.
 
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Coringa

Coringa

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Mar 19, 2024
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The CTB must be done with 100% certainty, because there is no going back. So there's no harm in postponing it for as long as necessary. I wish you the best.
 
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kat6

kat6

a cloud of smoke trying to occupy space
Sep 25, 2024
87
I talked to a friend about a couple things and I think I've decided not to actually ctb, at least for now. My bad if I alarmed anyone.
We're happy you're here. 😊 You don't have to apologize, everyone here understands. No one wants anyone here to do anything they aren't ready for, or sure of. We've all had days that we just wanted to escape the anguish, but deep down knew it wasn't worth doing something permanent about, at least yet. We're here if you wanna vent, chat or just pass the time until things get a little better.
 
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opheliaoveragain

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Jun 2, 2024
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I talked to a friend about a couple things and I think I've decided not to actually ctb, at least for now. My bad if I alarmed anyone.
no apology needed, we're glad you're here trust. well done on talking to a friend etc, we all know it's not always easy. convos open if you wanna chat xx
 
sweetcreep

sweetcreep

reincarnating as a worm
Jul 21, 2024
224
i'm glad you and your friend talked. sometimes we just need to connect to another person to get through one more day. 💚
 
maniac116

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Aug 10, 2024
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I'm glad you're still with us for now! 🌹💔
 
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SVEN

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Apr 3, 2023
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When you're ready and decided, you'll know. Be kind to yourself.
 

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