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hey all. been on here for a week or so. loads of helpful info!!!

currently am 21 , have wanted to do this since i was 10 years old.

today i went and purchased a handgun, chambered in .45 ACP. should get the job done. any extra tips i should know? i plan to shoot through the mouth angled upwards & hopefully hit my brain stem instantly.
 
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Best of luck my friend, please keep us all updated. I am not too knowledgeable on suicide by firearms so I can't provide any last-minute advice :/. I hope you find the peace you are searching for!
 
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Good luck! I hope you find peace!
 
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rozeske

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I don't know much to advice but i wish you luck and I hope you find your peace ❤️
 
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Best of luck, i hope you find the peace you need <3
 
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Wishing you all the best on the journey ahead, fellow wanderer <3
 
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hey all. been on here for a week or so. loads of helpful info!!!

currently am 21 , have wanted to do this since i was 10 years old.

today i went and purchased a handgun, chambered in .45 ACP. should get the job done. any extra tips i should know? i plan to shoot through the mouth angled upwards & hopefully hit my brain stem instantly.
It's not necessary totally but people can wrap the part of the barrel that they are going to be putting into their mouth with a washcloth, that way one can sort of bite down on it to keep it in place when they pull the trigger, biting plain steel is not as ideal in terms of last second comfort. After they get it angled, bite a bit to help hold it in place. A light cotton washcloth will not interfere whatsoever with the trajectory of the bullet.
 
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Agon321

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Good luck.
I hope that the bullet will be a ticket to a better place.
 
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GOOD LUCKKKK, pity that u couldnt be with us for that much time, but hope the bestest of luck in getting to the better place!!!
 
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It's not necessary totally but people can wrap the part of the barrel that they are going to be putting into their mouth with a washcloth, that way one can sort of bite down on it to keep it in place when they pull the trigger, biting plain steel is not as ideal in terms of last second comfort. After they get it get it angled, bite a bit to help hold it in place. A light cotton washcloth will not interfere whatsoever with the trajectory the bullet.
you are the goat, never thought of that. Thank you!!
 
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I hope that you find the freedom you search for, best wishes.
 
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no extra tips but i do wish you good luck!!
 
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If you're serious, I wish you the best. I'll be a long shortly
 
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I wish you the best of luck and hope things go smoothly. I hope you get peace.
 
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I envy your courage!
Good luck, I hope you'll find your peace!
 
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How are you feeling? Do you feel totally at peace with your decision?
 
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I wish you luck my friend, and I hope you can finally find peace.
 
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Good luck mate! Hope you'll find the peace you deserve!
 
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Wish you best of luck, hope you find peace whatever you decide to do.
 
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How are you feeling? Do you feel totally at peace with your decision?
man i've been at peace with it for years, 100%

finally relieved to have the opportunity to do it by my own terms
It's what I'm doing. That's why I offer the idea. It helps.
yo do u think this will fuck with the slide though? possibly make it jam? i'm using a 1911
 
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I wish you luck with your plans, hopefully quick and painless 💜
 
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man i've been at peace with it for years, 100%

finally relieved to have the opportunity to do it by my own terms

yo do u think this will fuck with the slide though? possibly make it jam? i'm using a 1911
No it won't mess with that. The bullet will be out before it would even have a chance to grab the cloth and pull it back
No it won't mess with that. The bullet will be out before it would even have a chance to grab the cloth and pull it back
A person would just rack the slide, to have one round chambered, drape it with the washcloth, then put it in their mouth, pull the trigger and done. You're welcome to message me, although I I can't promise that I will even be available since it's my time.
 
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No it won't mess with that. The bullet will be out before it would even have a chance to grab the cloth and pull it back

A person would just rack the slide, to have one round chambered, drape it with the washcloth, then put it in their mouth, pull the trigger and done. You're welcome to message me, although I I can't promise that I will even be available since it's my time.
see you on the other side, friend 🫡
hey all. been on here for a week or so. loads of helpful info!!!

currently am 21 , have wanted to do this since i was 10 years old.

today i went and purchased a handgun, chambered in .45 ACP. should get the job done. any extra tips i should know? i plan to shoot through the mouth angled upwards & hopefully hit my brain stem instantly.
thank you everyone for the kind words it genuinely means a lot!!!!!
 
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You are a brave individual! :) I hope you find peace in whatever you choose <3
 
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Wishing you a safe and painless journey. May you find eternal peace 🤍.
 
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I'm so sorry for all the suffering you've gone through😔
 
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Aprilfarewell4

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see you on the other side, friend 🫡

thank you everyone for the kind words it genuinely means a lot!!!!!
Yes I'll be there on the other side with you
 
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Wishing both of you the peace you seek.
 
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hey all. been on here for a week or so. loads of helpful info!!!

currently am 21 , have wanted to do this since i was 10 years old.

today i went and purchased a handgun, chambered in .45 ACP. should get the job done. any extra tips i should know? i plan to shoot through the mouth angled upwards & hopefully hit my brain stem instantly.
anyone on here willing to chat i'm a bit nervous about doing it ,,, anyone would like to call ???
 
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